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Keep trying and trying



Thursday, September 28, 2006

i look at my past photos, i look at my present photos,i found out something.I can never pose or smile like the past again.i try to do the same smile and pose just now infront of the damn mirror but i cant.No i haven change that much my face is still the same,but i cant get that look, that haughthy,naughty look i just cant do it anymore.The picture that i have now are smileling sweetly,in a cool note,i try to do poses and add a little drive to the photo...but nothing came out,damn this sux,i dun really like looking all sweet and cute, it looks a little disgusting to me.Im not sweet and cute!ofcourse i dun wan my pictures keep turning out that way!oh this really sux.Just hope this phase past really soon and i can see myself on that piece of paper looking all naugthy and full of juive again.
This few days really is a total nightmare!!!!i think Bugis that damn place,just really wants me to be there forever man!i cant leave that place!!!!i just been force to go walking down that damn street towards sim lim again and again and again!!!!!
Lets start from Monday,after school classmates decided to go bugis, the grand place name kelantan rd,to go get fucking fucking FUCKING wires......ok so we went there,got lost half way under the big hot sun,wanting to die so bad,cannot locate thedamn shop,so after alot of drama and time past we found out tat the aliminium wires cost $30 per kg.......we need........3Kg that means $90 or more! wow like we are so rich! I'LL DIE A HUNDRED YEARS TO BUY THAT! damn school they can actually ask us to buy these kind of things seriously i feel like killing them!!!!!ok after running around like a mad person wasting SOOO MUCH TIME!i did not get any wires.....we decided to go ask the teachers if we could use cheap wires instead.OK now we move on to tuesday,i had my last printmaking lesson....oh god im soo gonna miss that lesson!!!!!well anyway the last lesson was a tour around stpi so i went there.....and sleep there......that woman name laura....is a great person.....to put u into.......deep deep deep deep bore and coma....not my fault.Then i end up walking forever.........towards............BUGIS, AGAIN,but luckily not for wires,but very weird why did i end up walking back to bugis again?ok go on towards wed the most most DISGUTING DAY I HAD EVER!i had info about getting aluminium at only $30 for 3kg ok thats resonable so i was going to get that so we reach there i went with Rita and Eshiqa to the cheap wire shop first i see them getting the wires not only did Rita slash some money off those wires are really cheap man i really wanted to get it but den i have to see the aluminium 1st!so i went out of that shop seeing the man preparing to close their shop....really im still dumb enough to leave that shop without getting wires,carrying heavy wires,feeling the pain from the cut i got when i fell,that wasn't good no not at all i was already all fuck up den but i had to HAD TO see that damn alumimium wires to belive IT COST $90++for 3kg i have to see myself i sitll belive how i can get them for $30 yaya so on i wentwalking down there watsoever and found out not only they sell them at $30 perkg they only sell them roll by roll which is 6kg.......hahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHhahahahahaha like im going to buy it........so i walk back towards the other shops stupidly trying to get thecheaps WIRES and guess wat?they ALLL CLOSE DOWN on me......i really cant belive my luck.....going to bugis forever for the pass 3 days AND I STILL CANNOT GET MY WIRES!!!!i really could kill a person den REALLY WAT E HELL WAS ALL THIS, huh walking there wasting 3days duno how many hours when i have somuch hmwk to be done at home AND STILL DUN GET THE WIRES! wat am i dumb or wat stupid izzit have to be idiotic izzit oh god i was so mad at myself ......not to mention how i need to go get them on thurs again it was so tiringso stupid i really hated the dam,n WIRE thingy oh i almost died there........well i refuse to give up i went to toapayoh to get my wires,seriously i will not go back to bugis and die there again!but den that woman have to tell me they dun have stock for 0.5mm wires........so after a big big round i have to GO BACK TO BUGIS,TO KELANTAN RD,TO GET MY GOD DAMN WIRE............................................fuck.

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