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Saturday, November 11, 2006

haiz.....sometimes i wonder if the term fail should be change to my name Sinyi instead because life for me now is just a total failure.....i retake my Os to passed, but yesterday i retook that subject to fail all over again....i went to art school and spent so much time and sleepless nights working just to find i fail again and have to retake all the subjects again......wat e hell is wrong? everything is wrong!!!!!! after november the 20th iwas suppose to enjoy life,get a job,get my car licence,get my motor licence,take up music lesson,take up dance lesson......but all these just vanish you know its all gone now i have to spent those precious time to do what? DO FUCKING ART! why do i have to do all this shit????i duno you know im sooooooo fucked up!!!!!,i just want to learn that fucking film course in that school why have to draw this draw that huh do what 3d forms huh? use wat fuck wires to do wat human head it makes no sense you know to work hard doing all this crap huh so wat if i can do all this shit huh?next year when i apply the fucking film course huh knowing nuts about it huh wat show them my fucking drawing as my portfolio?HUH DRAWING FOR FILM COURSE?????SIAO! like they going to accept me like that make no fucking sense you know never even let us learn anything fucking thing about video wat so ever so how am i suppose to do my port folio huh bloody GO SHOW THEM MY DRAWINGS LA siao people i hate em all all this just makes me hate drawing you know,they better BETTER acept me for the film course huh im gonna do all this shit drawings im telling u and i'll make sure make the fucking sure i get into that course if i fucking dont!I'LL BURN DOWN THAT SCHOOL,KILL A FEW LECTURERS AND RUN AWAY FROM TH COUNTRY(THIS IS ALL KIDDING DONT YOU PEOPLE EVER DARE TO SUE ME FOR THREATENING WATSOEVER!!!)Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! this world sux man,i sux man got to be so stupid huh cant even study for christ sake better of dead you know huh i this kind of people jolly well go and work at some place la earn like fucking 1k per month like that la don need to study la...Arghhhhh my future is just filled with more problems and no answers......AND I HAVE NO HOLIDAY NO REST TIME JUST WORK WORK WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


signing off.......HOLIDAY BUSTED KID 0_0?

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