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Sunday, June 10, 2007

The above pic just screams IM HUNGRY! and all i have to eat is chocs and juice............

Im feeling blank at the moment i've lost the passion in life after one phone call. I've lost it, Film did not accept me, now i have to work on getting to my second interview to something i really dunno if i can do it. Worst is i don't even feel like doing it. Im a loser.

I cant move i really don know what to do then just getting myself a hard liquor,sit down, get another glass of alcohol, drink, and another one and another one........till i pass out.

I have less than a day to prepare for my interview, and i have done nothing yet, damn it.

Still life moves on till the day we die so...........since i quit i got myself another job,haha. Will talk about that job another day i have no strength to live life as i use to,my dream is gone.

Lousy as i feel, nothing a vodka cant do to make me feel more stable. So don worry my friends, i wont die so soon.

Im A alcoholic. So if you guys buy me bottles of hennesy vsop, it will really cheer me up. The thought of it have already put a smile on my face. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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