Finally finished the third bottle of red wine,bought those 3 bottles long time ago to celebrate getting my huge pay check,but took a long time to finish them up, as for that huge pay check,it went into my bank account, which is as empty as the wine bottle standing on my desk now.

Haha well for all drinkers do remember to drink loads of water after alcohol like a glass of ribena with ice,purrrrrrrrrrrrfect!

Want to post about Jay Chou coming to Cathay the other day, but unfortuanately i didnt bring any camera on that day so no pics now waiting for my collegue to sent me the ones she took. Whats a post without pics to explain? so will talk about it when i get hold of the pics not like its some big news...........its just Jay Chou. I like his songs........... hahahahaha.

Well its now the last week, before my school starts meaning the last week to work everyday at Cathay, im gonna miss it badly the days i've passed just sitting there pressing buttons its lovely haha im obsessed this job rocks for me don't think will ever quit for quite a long time unless they fire me, which is ofcourse will be a sad thing. So will try not to be late haha.

Just one last week at work, one last week to enjoy my holiday, one last week of no worries for school work, one last week being like a small kid with no worries in life, when school starts its when im back to real life, its making use of school learnings and be useful to yourself. Fail to learn and you wont make it in life because that years spent at school working till late in the night trying to nail down assignments living the life with no fun will be pointless if i don pass well in everything. Failed to learn well and reality will kick you back to square one, left with nothing. Im scared, really really scared. This is how i felt when i graduate from secondary school, five years of exam and study only lead me to nothing in government studies. One fearful year of sleepless hard work foundation year in Lasalle only to fail getting in a easy course i wanted in life now ending up in something i never dreamt doing. Im dumb i know but i will try to learn this time,i will keep trying and trying.

Talk about school starting just make me feel totally moody, because i feel my future is gone, im not confident i will do well in this area of studies but what to do but keep trying trying, hope my last week of my holidays will be spent well, i hoped.

Well im still as poor as ever, miss him badly as usual, hopeless romantic forever.