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Sunday, September 30, 2007

Getting uglier and uglier day by day.(Having rash on my face lately,hugely depressed)

Above pic was taken on Autumn festival, this year i actually celebrate it! thanks to Wei siong who asked me to join him on the trip to chinese garden! goodness i have never been there before! its like all my life in Singapore i've never went in!

Not impressive though but the place is totally in for festive mood. Just give the event a theme and the garden will show you lanterns from different size,shapes...you know, everything...

Ironically Weisiong 1 week break have just ended. Mine just started. Haha October the 1st! 7 more days to go!though mine is actually study week not break...well still im not a good kid that is going to study all week! come on if i did that i probably have got into Film. Already taken 3 days off the week to work. Regret it now should have kept one day for leisure spending but i've forgot, now leisure time is sure to get in the way of study time...Sad...but we can always work hard when exam period hits thats how i got into Animation instead! IRONICALLY.Wonder what i'll get into if i failed this...trouble? Ha. hahhahaha. ...

When asked what do i really really want to do during the following week- i really want to finished my assign HOMEWORK. Really want to finish it. Besides that, I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY, WANT TO CLUB. CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB and drink and DANCE! really! but hopes of going----->1/100. IRONICALLY.

Is it that hard for me to find a Alcoholic friend who can hold her liquor well? Am i reaching for the stars? i hope not,but sadly thats the case.

I have bloated so much this few months im scared of myself. So am i finally going to lose some weight? i really don't know,writing this after having Macdonals for breakfast...(ITS NOT MY FAULT MY MUM SAID SHE WANTED SOME FOOD SO I ORDERED ALTHOUGH I SHOULD'NT HAVE ORDERED A EXTRA EGG AND SAUSAGE MUFFIN WHEN I ALREADY AM HAVING HOTCAKES MEAL!)(i did change my drink from the usual ice milo which is filled with sugar to a latte- without sugar but still...its milk base...I MADE SOME EFFORT! damnnit!)

All right! i'll make an effort thats the best way to start! i'll keep a food dairy! so you fat people! you know what not to take and be ashame if your eating this and you skinny people eat everything i eat and you will not be mark as unhealthy weight come on! too skinny is SICK! not beautiful! those who speak of becoming skinny but never will manage, why don't you just admit you have big bones? and start eating and stop making your poor mother worried! JUST AN ADVICE FOR FRIENDS! IGNORE WHAT YOU SEE IF IT HAVE INSULTED YOU!

So here goes---> FOOD DAIRY OF XIN.

30th of sept

4am--3 slice of cheese bread and sour cream cheese chips<---(FAILED! and u wonder why is she so fat this is why!)

5pm--a bowl of honey oats cereal with milk and 3 ferreo rocher(cereal pass,chocalate fail)

10pm--1 Mc chicken student meal drinks change to ice milo.(...)

11pm--1 plate of luncheon meat with egg mee sua, 2 siew mai, 2 har gao, one cup of milk tea.(milk again.)

11 45pm--wanted to get popcorn luckily she didnt find it.

Summary----LOse WeIght? your kidding me?

Xinyi seriously want to club and drink this week.

Labels: That one week study break.

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3:13 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

DISCLAIMER----DO NOT READ THIS POST IF YOUR UNCOMFORTABLE WITH VULGAR LANGUAGE ALL THINGS WRITTEN ARE ALL JOKES AND NOT MEANT TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY PLEASE LEAVE IF YOUR NOT 18 AND ABOVE THANKS FOR READING THIS AND DON SUE ME!

Above----"Climb the stairs and i'll give you candy......baby......"

I havent update for.......one month already. Haha since school start till now,ya its one month i forgot the hell gates closed already lol.

Everytime i want to update my blog i normally start to complain about everything about my mum, my school, how my life is bloody fucked up in this way that way watever way.....

So lets talk about how happy i am to be me.

I am totally bless in great happiness and with all love to have my Mother.

Im totally fortunate to have a school to go to no matter HOW FUCKED UP IT IS its always better than walking away from secondary school with failed O levels results and with no where to go.BECAUSE FUCKING EXPRESS STUDENTS REFUSE TO GO JC AND TURN TO POLY AND TOOK UP NORMAL ACAD STUDENT PLACES IN THE SCHOOLS! FUCK YOU EXPRESS STUDENTS! FUCK YOU!-----thats all joking i don mean it clever morons.Ya morons morons all of you idoits.---just joking just joking...

Ya i have happy life and i still want to say this---FUCK YOU! YA! FUCK YOU!

C'mon let me tell you how great my life is.

Yesterday my mum pissed me off so bad while shopping i told her im going home halfway she was looking at the clothes. Ofcourse i didnt buy anything. Today i went out myself and bought tons of things and went home and showed my mum how much i spent.

My school---fucked up. My classmates they are fine. But according to my friend next class he describe me as being ostracize by my classmates.

Hey remember that bloody crush i keep writing about in this blog? guess what? he left without saying bye to me!

My Mum manage to filled up the hole in my bank but i showed her how fast i could empty it in one day.

Im poor again!

Oh ya! the dad i thought i never had just got in contact with me and my mum again!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Im tired im going to sleep im not happy with my happy life.

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10:36 AM