keep trying trying

2011-03-15T12:25:00.000-07:00

FOOD DAIRY!!!

Its been a long time since I have post food dairies here. The initial thought to write food dairies is always because I have finally decided to start a healthy diet, however from previous dairies if any of you have read any of them would know the food chain always end up to 5 meals a day and therefore I stop writing them cause im too ashamed to let people know how MUCH I really would eat. HAHAHA.

Well well, its a new year and as usual I finally set a date to start losing weight and ofcourse starting with a healthy diet. Starting from 14 March 2011, diet plan will commence, Im writing down the date here and if this diet/lose weight plan succeed I will know how long I took. Today is 16 March 2011 3.46am. My diet so far is not doing very well... Damn.

Alright here goes

14 March 2011

Breakfast- Roti prata. HAHAHAHAHA DIET MY ASS. Well its breakfast so not too bad la!

So breakfast 1 plain prata 1 with egg together with curry and one milk tea with sugar...They say breakfast u should eat like a king. Im going with that theory.

Lunch-Rice with broccoli/egg tofu/potato and some gravy, my Mum bought it so forgot to ask her not to add gravy, the whole box of rice was so oily...haiz, so 1 box of rice with barley water, barley wasnt too sweet.

Tea break- Ate lunch at 12pm by 5pm I was so bloody hungry, but not dinner time yet so I drink a packet of Sweet soymilk. Not too bad I guess...

Dinner- Fried fish soup with eee mian together with Carrot orange juice. Ya I know its fried but its in the soup so I bluff myself to believe its not fattening at all.

After dinner- lotsta lotsta water.

Conclusion- Not too bad lesser than my normal diet...I use to eat 5 piece of prata, and fish soup with fried dumplings, so a good start...I think...WELL ITS THE FIRST DAY!

Ok Day 2- 15 March 2011

Plan to start exercise plan, but I woke up late, same reason as why Im still up at 4.05am writing this.

Breakfast- Ate at nearly 2pm so its brunch? Well I've plan a great healthy breakfast very proud of it. 2 piece of whole meal bread with olive oil spread, a big apple and a glass of reduce sugar soymilk and water. Very healthy right! After 2 hours I got hungry. Damn.

Then I went and visit my grandma for dinner, plan to buy vegetarian soup and nice healthy dishes, yet when I reach the market it was close for cleaning. Damn. Went to the nearby coffee shop to buy, end up buying those economic beehoon and noodles. Haiz diet plan all fall apart. Idiot.

So dinner I had fried noodles cause both my Mum and grandma refuse to eat them. Ate them together with fried tofu and chicken nuggets. After dinner I thought since this meal is already out of order, I went and bought a bottle of lemon barley drink and kinder surprise. HA.

Before dinner I ate two po piah and then my uncle pass me quarter of this tidbits, too shy to refuse I ate them too.

Conclusion- Goner, so much for my nice healthy breakfast. Idoit.

Well well at 4.19am now, I am extreme hungry but also very tired. Hope I can fall asleep and not join my Mum for breakfast at 5.30am.

Night! not exercising today(wed) too! Haiz.

2011-02-21T07:49:00.000-08:00

Went and watch 大世界 It's a Great Great World today. Its a really nice, heart warming movie. Very nostalgic. Heard some reviews that it was normal. I don't know why anyone would say that. Well well 简单的感动不是每个人都能理解。

I cry from start of the movie till the end, the end cry most loud. Reminded me of the sad history that our ancestor went through.

Haiz, every story got one point that will make me cry, but still，I don't really understand myself- why go watch a movie always cry till like that. My tear system is just plain weird.

2011-02-09T09:43:00.001-08:00

Long Time no writeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Just wanted to write this words down.

跟着你...一起做浪漫的事...

2009-08-14T12:55:00.000-07:00

Show you all some pictures for fun! Too tired now....will edit tomorrow...

2009-07-21T10:50:00.000-07:00

Latest Zhang Yun Jing MV again!

LOL!

This song is 戀人的時尚生活!

詞 BY: 張芸京 HERSELF!
曲 BY: TANYA CHUA!

I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS SONG!

ITS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERYx100000000! NICE!

Thanks to procrastinatingpig again who uploaded the videos to youtube!

艾唷!怎麼能不愛上京?唱的也太好聽了吧!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE JING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-18T12:42:00.000-07:00

Jasmine! This post is for youuuuuuu!

Thanks for reading my blog anyway!

Remember to tag hor!

Anyway posting the latest Jing's MV

This is 讓我照顧你

This is 小王子

This is 你飛吧, but quality not too good because just come out on tv.

All videos I took from JING Evolution Singapore Fan Club! Thanks to them for uploading the videos!

Thanks to procrastinatingpig who uploaded the videos to youtube!

For more information of 張芸京 can be found at http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jingsg

2009-07-12T10:41:00.000-07:00

IM FREAKIN 21!

I CANNOT DEPEND ON MY MUM ANYMORE!

BEFORE YESTERDAY, I CAN STILL FIGHT WITH MY MUM SAYING IM BELOW 21! YOU HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ME!

Now I cannot liao...

WTF..........

I have to be extra independent...

Time to take care of my own problems, no more crying to mama...

Not like I got cry to my mama la, but I cant do it anymore liao I so sad...

Now I have to take care of mama and family...

I will my dear mama! Count on meeeeeeee ba!

讓我照顧你~

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You guys got see my golden key hanging on the right earing in the above pic?

My mum say I should wear the key, but because she only bought the pendant and I didnt bring my gold chain out so my mum hang the key on my earing instead!

Chio or not?

Its real gold, LOL.

I was expecting to receive my gold key in the morning, I thought my mum bought it already, in the end when i ask her, she tell me she forgot.

Very good lo mother!

Actually I didnt even know about this gold key tradition! until Belinda told me!

At first I thought its a cantonese tradition, because I never heard of it before! Im like really meh must give gold key meh!

Then I ask my mum if there is really this tradition, she said yes.

I immediately ask her happily "so you going to buy my gold key huh!"

She immediately replied "no money"

WA LIAO MOTHER!

I persist and asked my mum "your mum got buy you gold key or not?"

She said "yes"

EVEN GRANDMOTHER GOT BUY YOU GOLD KEY, YOU HOW CAN DUN BUY FOR ME!
(Because my granmother is A very thrifty person if my grandmother is willing to spend on gold keys then my mum should too wad! she did self acclaim that she is not as thrifty as my grandmom!)

Then she started "aiya gold key means freedom ma, I never give you enough freedom meh..."

I DUN CARE MOTHER! I WANT GOLD!

Then she got defeated and say "OK LA! OK LA!"

In the end she still forgot!

But then when we meet for dinner in the evening, she then brought me to a small gold shop and bought me a mini gold key.

I FINALLY GOT GOLD KEY!

Actually if I didnt know about this gold key tradition, my mum would have save some money...

Mother blame Belinda for telling me! LOL!

When I have money im gonna make the pendant into a ear stud and wear everyday!

But I kinda think I will look like ah lian ah hua wearing gold! LOL!

Everyone seems to be throwing big parties for their 21st but too bad for me Im broke when im 21...

My intial plan was to get a villa with its own pool and throw pool party!

Now I guess the plan will have to wait till next year...Next year im gonna throw a IM CELEBRATING MY 21ST BIRTHDAY WHEN IM 22! party... LOL!

Still Im 21 and I should do something, so I took my love of my life out for dinner at TCC and make her pay for it.

My mum ask me why take her photo when she eating, I replied because I want to post her ugly photos on my blog!

Seriously if my mum were to set up a blog, she would definitely write ten thousand hate post about me! and the whole world will hate me.

Ya Mum I know im a bad child, I took you for granted, I always think when I earn money and give you thats enough, but I never did any thing physically to support you and our home, but you have to admit you did really spoil me too much since I was young! But dont you worry now, Im 21, I see what I have done to hurt you, all I ever gave you was that little sum of money and my bad temper, but I've change, I will do more! I know 21 seems to be too old to realize one's mistakes, but atleast I've change.

I LOVE YOU MUM.

Ok I'll say this to you tomorrow, I know you dont read my blog. LOL!

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I just realize I forgot to do my birthday wish!

So here goes!

I WISH MY MUM HAVE A VERY HEALTHY LIFE WITH NOT MUCH PAIN ON HER LEG AND BURDENS OF SURPPORTING THIS FAMILY!

I know this one is late but nevermind this is my blog...

I WISH PUSPA MY DEAREST FRIEND WILL BE HAPPY EVERYDAY, WONT GET SWINE FLU! AND ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING SHE SETS OUT TO DO!

I WISH SHUWAN MY MEI WOULD QUIT SMOKING!

I WISH ESHIQA MY GOOD FRIEND WOULD QUIT SMOKING!

I WISH THE ABOVE 2 PERSON WOULD REALLY QUIT SMOKING AND NEVER EVER SMOKE AGAIN IN THEIR LIFES!

I WISH EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY WOULD QUIT SMOKING!

I WISH EVERYONE I KNOW AND LIKED WOULD QUIT SMOKING!

I WISH EVERYONE WOULD QUIT SMOKING!

After typing the above sentence, I realize this wish is quite impossible. I like drinking, I guess people who smokes like it erm in some way? and if someone were to ask me to quit something I like, I would ask that someone to go fuck themselves.

SO I WISH THAT SMOKING WONT HARM ANYONE AT ALL.

I WISH SMOKING WONT KILL.

I WISH SMOKING WONT HURT THE PEOPLE I LOVE.

BUT ITS N E V E R! E V E R! POSSIBLE IN THIS WORLD, YOU AND I KNOW IT.

SO I EMPHASIZE STRONGLY AGAIN:

I WISH SHUWAN WOULD QUIT SMOKING, AND LIVE HAPPILY WITHOUT STRESS!

I ALSO WISH THOSE CB PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO SMOKE BESIDE THE LIFT WHICH IS JUST OUTSIDE MY ROOM WOULD STOP DOING IT!

I WANNA TELL THIS CB PEOPLE THAT WHEN I USE TO HAVE POTTED PLANTS OUTSIDE, YOU PEOPLE USE THE POTS AS YOUR ASHTRAY WHEN YOU SMOKE OUTSIDE MY ROOM AND MY PLANTS DIED.

EVERY MORNING I OPEN THE WINDOW FOR FREASH AIR TO COME IN BUT BECAUSE OF YOU CB PEOPLE SMOKING OUTSIDE MY ROOM, THE HORRID SMOKE COME INTO MY ROOM AND I HAVE TO CLOSE THE WINDOWS AGAIN AND SMELL YOUR SECOND HAND SMOKE AND HAVE VERY LITTLE FREASH AIR IN MY ROOM.

YOU CB PEOPLE CAUSE ME SO MUCH TROUBLE AND UNHAPPINESS, YOU PEOPLE WILL PAY FOR IT IN YOUR LIFES, ITS CALLED CB KARMA YOU CB PEOPLE!

BUT I STILL WISH YOU CB PEOPLE WOULD QUIT SMOKING FOR YOUR CB OWN GOOD.

YES I THINK QUITING SMOKINGIS GOOD FOR YOUR CB!

HAHA!

I ALSO WISH I CAN WIN THE LOTTERY AND GOT ENOUGH MONEY TO GO UNIVERSITY!

BECAUSE THATS MY MUM'S WISH!

I ALSO WISH I CAN EARN OR WIN THE LOTTERY AND HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO DO WHAT I WANT, LEARN WHAT I WANT AND LET MY MUM HAVE A GOOD LIFE!

I WISH I CAN LOSE WEIGHT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BY JUST EATING A NORMAL DIET AND EXERCISING!

I WISH MY MUM WOULD BE HAPPY!

I WISH THAT ALL THE PEOPLE I LOVE AND CARE WOULD BE HAPPY!

OH YA!

I WISH 張芸京 SONGS WILL TOP THE CHARTS OF 933 AND 1003!

EVERYONE PLEASE HELP TO VOTE!

IF DUNO HOW CAN ASK ME! MORE INFO CAN BE FOUND AT http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jingsg

THAT SHOULD BE ALL FOR THIS YEAR!

BECAUSE IM 21! IM GONNA MAKE MY PERSONAL WISH COME TRUE!

IM GONNA MAKE IT HAPPEN!

I KNOW THIS POST SOUNDS EXTREMELY CHILDISH BUT WATEVER IM 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

This post wont be translate to engish due to boring content, those who cant understand chinese, your not missing out on anything interesting, not that you are reading this boring blog anyway...LOL.

现在心情很不爽...无法入睡.

来写一下blog 吧。。。

那天我在外面，办完事没目的走着时突然想到，从前一个人在外头，我一直想办法约朋友出来玩，不想花了一小时大老远从家里跑出来就为了办一件事就回家。

只要时间不过半夜12点绝对不会才做一件事就回家。

那天走着走着像往常拿起了手机想要约人时，

那天突然觉得现在好满足。

一个人，ok。

那天不担心吃饭，想买的东西也买了，想看的东西也看了

没有疑问，问题或没做到的事。

I was satisfied that day.

很难的。

所以那天很开心一个人满足的回家去。

听着阿京的歌满足的回家去。

很开心，很难的。

2009-05-22T09:17:00.000-07:00

張芸京首張專輯 [破天荒] 在新加坡能买到了！！！

ZHANG YUN JING'S FIRST ALBUM [破天荒] CAN BE BOUGHT IN SINGAPORE!!!

GO BUY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I BOUGHT MINE FROM CD-RAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE ALL 10 SONGS!

I LOVE LOVE IT LA!

HIGHLY RECOMMEND SONGS:

ACTUALLY ALL!

1. 黑裙子 2. 你飛吧 3. 玩世不恭 4. 破天荒 5. 偏愛 6. 戀人的時尚生活 7. 讓我照顧你 8. 改不了 9. 小王子 10. 1030

MY FAVOURITE IS BY THIS ORDER:

1. 黑裙子 2. 戀人的時尚生活 3. 玩世不恭 4. 你飛吧 5. 破天荒 6. 讓我照顧你 7. 改不了 8. 1030 9. 偏愛 10. 小王子

EVERYONE MUST GO BUY OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MORE INFORMATION OF THE ALBUM CAN BE FOUND AT THIS WEBSITE:

http://www.gold-typhoon.com.tw/music/album/2628

EVERYONE GO BUY GO BUY YOU WONT REGRET DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALSO HELP PROMOTE YUN JING'S ALBUM OK!!!!!!!!!

欣怡愛張芸京!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sinyi Loves Zhang Yun Jing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

MINA SAN!

欣怡爱張芸京!!!

我爱張芸京!!!

I LOVE ZHANG YUN JING!!!

I love love her!

She is greaaaaaaaaaaat singer!

She is the winner of Taiwan Super Idol season 1 超级偶像!

Just listen to her voice!

I highly recommend all of you to listen to 黑裙子

Its the 2nd Mv on the video I paste on the left!!!

You can see the complete Mv below

張芸京[破天荒]專輯首波主打歌[黑裙子]MV,Channel [V]首播 [純分享版權所有金牌大風]

I am still waiting for her album to reach the shores of Singapore.......

Have check with CD Rama but they say Album havent arrive yet...

I havent went to HMV there to check though.

Hopefully have......or have to fly to Taiwan to buy....which is quite impossible now cause I am broke till........well very very broke.

BUT EVEN I SO BROKE I WILL SQUEEZE MONEY OUT TO BUY YUN JING'S ALBUM!

HAHA

EVERYONE! WHEN HER ALBUM OUT IN SINGAPORE MUST GO BUY HOR!!!!!!!

You can find out more about her at this website
http://www.gold-typhoon.com.tw/pop/jing/

You can get the video I paste on the left at this web site
http://www.gold-typhoon.com.tw/forum/viewtopic.php?t=48187

All of you do paste it at your blogs ok! Help to promote her songs!!! Her voice is too nice to miss out!

欣怡我在等待芸京的專輯破天荒抵达新加坡！

欣怡爱張芸京!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

MY GOD DAMIEN VISITED MY BLOG.

AND HE TAGGED!

HE TAGGED!

UNLIKE SO MANY OF YOU READERS, I ASK ALL OF YOU SO MANY TIMES TO TAGGED YET ALMOST ALL OF YOU REFUSE!

ALSO!

I SET MY BLOG AS MY HOME PAGE SO I CAN HAVE MORE HITS AT MY COUNTER!

DAMIEN TAGGED AT 2 MARCH!

I ONLY SAW IT TODAY!

WTF?

TODAY IS ALREADY THE 15 OF MARCH!

I DONT EVEN READ MY OWN BLOG!

ANYWAY DAMIEN I WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM TRYING TO USE MY BLOG TO PROMOTE THE GOING TO DIE SINGLISH CULTURE OF SINGAPORE.

BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO USES VOCABS THAT MOST SINGLISH SPEAKERS NEED TO CHECK DICTIONARY.COM TO UNDERSTAND. I BELIEVE THAT THE AFFECTED SINGLISH SPEAKERS HAVE IMPROVED THEIR ENGLISH...

I BELIEVE IN SINGAPORE NOW ACTIVE SINGLISH SPEAKERS ARE DECREASING.

THEREFORE I SHALL TRY TO KEEP THE EVER SO FUNNY SINGLISH CULTURE ALIVE IN MY BLOG!

I SHALL USE AS MUCH SINGLISH AS POSSIBLE!

DONT STOP ME!

DONT!

DONT!

DONT!

LOL!

I USE SO MUCH SPACING SO THIS POST WILL LOOK LONGER!

HA!

I DISAPPROVE SHORT FORM MSN SENTENCE SUCH AS EUUU THOUGH, THATS JUST RUBBISH!

WHY U WANNA TYPE EUUU INSTEAD OF JUST U?

WHY?

HEREBY POSTING A PICTURE OF ME TRYING TO ACT SHOCK BUT MY COUSIN WHEN AND BLOCK MY FACE WITH HIS HAND!

I HATE MY SCHOOL!

I UPDATED I UPDATED!...............................

2008-09-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

DAILY RANTS-

Some people believe I do not deserve what I have now.

For one person I am damn sure, is my mother.

Well sorry Mother, I need time to give you back whatever is rightfully yours.

But if you are so impatient just throw me out of the house like you said you will.

Do that Mother. YOU DO THAT.

SOOOOOOOOOBLOOOOOODYYYYYPISSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEDOFFFFFF.

Anyway~

I FINALLY WATCH HANADAN-FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY LA!

IT'S DAMN GOOD LA, EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH.

Will reveal how I felt about the film once it stops screening in Singapore.

Meanwhile you guys should just go watch the film, don believe in movie critics, don believe in your friends feedback, JUST GO AHEAD AND WATCH THE FILM! BE YOUR OWN MOVIE CRITIC!

I am so happy, this show bring back so much wonderful memories, after all this story have accompanied me since year 2000.

I am so in love with the story.

My dream is to someday be able to write a story like Hana yori dango.

I will die happily.

LOL!

UPDATES OF ME LIFE-

MY LIFE NOW FEELS LIKE THIS-

I have taken a lot of taxi rides lately.

Because I've got my pay.

Therefore heard a lot of Taxi drivers story.

*Most of taxi driver told me Woman don’t know how to drive properly.

*One uncle told me Gong Li have got her Singaporean ID (wtf? how u know uncle?)

*Another one told me that at night he wont pick up some passengers as he identify those passengers as Wont pay him cab fare and Runaway people.

*Then the other driver said once he drove two jerks, they ran off without paying him, a police car was just nice in front of him all of them went into chasing the two jerks, in the end the two fuckers were too fast they didn’t get to catch them.

*SO SAD!

*Another uncle told me how this other two boys he once fetch around like to print double receipts and claim double money from two different companies while I am about to alight, in the end have to hear him finish the whole story for another 5min with one of my leg out of the car. (UNCLE I WANT ANOTHER RECEIPT BECAUSE THE 1ST ONE IS NOT CLEAR! NOT CLEAR HOW TO CLAIM? HOW TO CLAIM HUH?)

*Then there is this uncle who is very sweet, when reach my block he saw two man at the car park, he got worried and ask me to faster walk and take the lift, when I entered the lift the uncle still looking out for me, see if the two man got follow me or not, I am soooooo touch! THANK YOU UNCLE! WHATS YOUR CAR PLATE NUMBER I WANT TO BUY 4D!

LOL

2008-09-04T10:20:00.001-07:00

I KNOW I KNOW I ONE MONTH NEVER UPDATE, I KNOW I KNOW I CAN SENT THIS BLOG TO HELL LIAO, I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW KNOW KNOW!

But still i want to keep it leh.

I know I know one whole month liao alot of things happened.

Alot of things that was suppose to happen, didnt.

Well although I was tooooooo lazy to update---I always take photos.

So here goes...

I went to some concert at Esplanade and finally lay eyes on the Flyer.

While having dinner nearby I saw SG flag flying over...

Like so long never see National day parade show liao

This is a heart shape, if u cant tell

Then i finally entered the nice concert hall i always hear about Esplanade really damn nice but i don dare take too much pic.

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THE OLYMPICS!

I 1st time watch in my life!

Oh ya and i got a new Job, will talk more about this next time!

Finally went into the larger K box room at cineleisure, got window view wan lo.

Was craze about ZA JIANG MIAN few weeks ago and went to foodcourt to order, in the end the stall gave me green noodles.....wtf?

Have to stick to instant JA JIANG MIAN instead.

WHEN I SAW THIS I ALMOST FAINT LA!!!!!!!!!I DIE DIE DIE MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!!

LOVE LOVE LOVE THE SHOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Got drunk at some club, so the only visible photo i took myself was this.

Remember this building guys....

Ya its FTPSS

Went and took my O level cert, everybody got theirs at 2005 06 I got mine at 2008, the lady somemore say NEXT TIME should come and get earlier....(next time u siao huh, where got next time!)

Puspa acting chio!

Then my turn to act chio, she take the pic until so fat...

2nd time look like siao one.

Finally got something decent,Puspa say because use her phone.YA LA YA LA MY PHONE SUX OK!HAPPY?

Finally tasted Cosmopolitan, very niceeee, will learn how to mixed this.

Living with Zuo en and Xueting at The Art House!!!
Damn nice la their voice.

Finally at beginning of Sept I finally visit Downtown east after renovation, to attend Weisiong b'day bbq!

ALright thats all the photo I have, damn tired now hope my pay come in soon...

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo............

2008-07-23T09:39:00.000-07:00

SIN YI FOOD DAIRY

OF ALL THE FOOD DAIRY ENTRIES I HAVE SHOWN IN MY BLOG, THIS 3 DAYS ENTRY HAVE BEEN THE MOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST PROUDEST ENTRIES I EVER EVER HAD.

19 JULY 2008(when trouble enters)

4.15PM-ONE PLATE OF VILE FRIED NOODLES, half a box of fried chicken with rice and 1 cup of milk tea.

END.

Although the contents are fatty but base on my usually big appetite, only eating those in one day is like dieting.

20 JULY 2008(when all hell break loose)

This entry will report more then just what I ate.

2.15am-Half a glass of water.

4.30am-Aweeeeeeeeegh aweeeeeeegh 2 mouth full of vile undigested fried noodles. Refuse to let the rest come out so swallowed the rest of vile noodles in to stomach in hope that it will finally digest and I will be fine.

And Half a glass of water.

7.25am- Finally knew that forcing stomach to digest vile food was wrong and got up to vomit yet again, too bad most of it was gone only yellow liquid and other small particle came out of vomit this time.

11.40am- Diarrhea begun. (SEE LA SO FUCKING STUPID IF VOMIT ALL OUT IN THE 1ST PLACE DEN MAYBE WON’T GO THROUGH SO MUCH TROUBLE)

12pm- 2 panadol and 1 gastric pill.

1.20pm-Vomit gastric pill colored liquid out.

1.40PM- One mouth of water.
1.40 And 20 seconds PM- Vomit one mouth of water.

The whole drink 1 mouth water then puke 1 mouth water cycle repeats till 7pm.

When I finally get into clinic after waiting for 30 minutes.

Doctor diagnosed that I have got some kind of virus.

It is contagious and I probably got it from someone else.

To that someone else.-FUCK YOU CCB GOT VIRUS STILL SPREAD SPREAD DEN I KANA, HAVE TO WASTE 44 DOLLAR TO SEE DOCTOR.

10pm-Few mouths of porridge, 1 pear and alot of pills

21 JULY 2008

7am-Few mouth of porridge and pills

12pm-Few mouth of Oatmeal

3pm-Few mouth vegetable soup

7pm-Vomit.

End.

22 JULY 2008

10am- 1 slice of white bread

11am-Notice stomach can take bread ate another 2 slice with cheese.

Feel like vomiting the whole day

7pm-Few mouth of Bee hoon soup.

End.

SEE SO GOOD RIGHT I LOST 3 KG OF WATER ALREADY LO!

2008-07-08T10:34:00.000-07:00

I have deleted the last two post, because both of its content are just SO BO LIAO~ and boring.

Anyway people my school thing is settled. I didnt know you can settle school affairs just by typing an email, And POOF the next day you get your answers staring right back at you in your face.

ANd you get scaredED.

Never mind its all over now whatever...

Anyway been wanting to blog about this strange dream i had that was so clear and sooooooooooooo DRAMA!

I DREAMT THAT I WAS SOME MYSTICAL PRINCESS!

But story not focus on me la i was watching to whole show in my dreams through the princess eyes.

It started like this...

Once upon a time, in Ang mo kio some ave some block... in a girl's dream. While she was drooling breathing through her mouth in her head some princess adventure came alive.

Its all blur ofcourse.

This princess was very loved and a happy single girl. And she keeps travelling like there is some purpose for this travels( i dont know though, i forgotten why she travel) and places she travel are all cloudy.

Its just alllll plain white clouds all over in the first phase of the dream.

Then she met this king who pursue her and wants to marry her.

But she dont want.

But because it a family order that she have to marry the king she have no choice but to marry him.

During this time when she was with the king the princess was not like very happy but she never felt unhappy.

Everyday the king will tell her that its the right thing she marry him and eventually she will fall in love with him. Only when the day the princess got pregnant and the king hold her hands and tell her he will love both her and the kid and will give them both happiness did she fall in love with the king.

They were together for some time.

Meanwhile more drama happened. But i forgotten all about it.

Anyway the dream move on to the princess meeting up with another guy.In his kingdom, that place the other guy was at was different.

Because when the princess is with the king the background always bright white got clouds. But when visiting the guy the background was dark and always in the night. The guy got his gang of guards somemore always follow him when he move around.

I think the princess know him la and she was quite close to him because in the dream it felt that way.

And that guy was seriously madly in love with her.

Ofcourse that guy very unhappy the princess got married to the king.

So when the princess was call back to king urgently i think there was a war going on and they were calling the princess back to learn how to protect herself FAST.

But the guy don wan her to leave and ask her to stay.

The princess, although like him a little bit didnt want to stay because she already fall in love with the king.

So she flew back to the king.

I think she flew because when she went back there was not transportation. LOL

The guy closely follow her with his gang of guards ofcourse.

When reach the king's place, the king's guards all came out and try to stop the guy and his gang from entering the king's place.

The guy's guard not that pro so didnt manage to get in.

BUT the guy did.

Inside the king's place in this small room the king's guard all corner up the guy and captured him, yelling out loud he was no match for them as he have no weapon whatsoever.

In the mist of struggling the guy manage to snatch one water bottle from one of the guards and break free from them.

He asked the guards: You sure I am no match for you? I have no weapons?

Then BANG the king broke open the door from the other side of the room and saw the guy.

They guy saw the king and smile and say: Because I HAVE WATER.

Then suddenly like the Jap animation i watch before i think called The Alchemist, the guy transform all the water into a great source of power and killed all the king's guards.

The king saw all his beloved guards all killed infront of his eyes in an instance.

Too bad the king's country people duno this kind of power. And duno how to use it or fight against it so all were no match for the guy.

Although the king knew how to use this type of power, he wasnt very good at it.

But he was the only one who can fight the guy.

Oh ya forget to tell u all the princess also in the room watching all this happen. She was shock ofcourse and she dont know martial arts so she can only stand there.

So the fight of the king and the guy commence.

The fight end very fast i think if i were to describe the time the fight in real life time in might have only last for 5 or 7 minutes.

The guy was so powerful he killed the king.

Stright to it, full blast, no second chance.

The king die just like that.

Ofcourse before he die he got take one last look at the princess.

The princess face can only be describe as HORROR.

She cannot believe that the king died just like that and the guy never give her choice like YOU BE WITH ME OR I KILL HIM like that. The guy just stright forward kill the king

The guy told the princess she will always be his even if she is pregnant with another man's child.

The princess stared at him in disbelief ofcourse her mouth was wide open in shocked that kind.

And looked at the dead king lying on the floor.

AND THEN I WOKE UP.

And thought to myself what the fuck kind of dream did I had?????????????

2008-06-12T23:45:00.000-07:00

I WON MONEY IN SCRATCH AND WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lately Singapore Pools introduce another type of game called SCRATCH AND WIN!

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SCRATCH CARD LA!

There was a older version of scratch card at Pools before, i remember my uncle always buy a whole stretch of them and make me scratch them one by one just to realize that THE WHOLE STRETCH WON US NOTHING!

SO FUN RIGHT!

It happened on a thursday when my Mum was feeling lucky and went to buy 4D. So i tag along buying myself a random 4digit also. My Mum damn funny she buy her IC number. I tell her die die wont win and got beat up by her infront of the 4D stall.

We both were fantasizing what we would do with all the Money if we Won. And our hopes got higher and so when we reach the counter we bought 4D, TOTO, and i gei siao go buy ONE scratch card. The cashier somemore ask me how many cards i want to buy? i say ONE she like shocked like that.

When i got the scratch card i quickly stand by the side SCRATCH AND SCRATCH.

Then scratch finish then i realize i duno how to play this new version of scratch card.
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THEN I DAMN SIAN.......2 DOLLARS ONE CARD U KNOW!

So i gave up.

My mother damn buay song with me.

I damn buay song with the new version scratch card.

UNTILL ONE FINE DAY................also on a thursday! becus i always off on that day!

I accompany my Grandma go buy 4D then i saw thIS siao Char Bor, SHE BUY SO MANY SCRATCH CARD LO STAND THERE SCRATCH AND SCRATCH DEN SCRATCH FINISH LIAO EVERYTHING THROW AWAY OBVIOUSLY NEVR WIN ANYTHING.

SEE SCRATCH CARD SO FUN RIGHT!!!!!!!!!

In the process seeing her scratch i finally learn how to play!

I go home and scratch my card again!

I GOT MATCHING NUMBERS LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So today i finally brace myself to get out of bed and go out into the Sun and grace the 4D stall.

I wasn't sure i won but i had to ask. So i figured since im queuing i might as well buy 4D, scully i queue so long find out i never win then i queue for nothing. This time i bet small small 2 big 2 small(usually i buy 5 big 5 small)

FINALLY LAO NIANG'S TURN!!! I QUICKLY GIVE HER THE CARD SEE I GOT WIN ANOT!

She take the card and pull out her old flower specs(lao hua yan jing) den she circle one number ask me YOU WIN HOW MUCH HUH?

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i won $4.

CCBKKNCBSBKBKBCBCBCBCBCBFFFFFFFFFFFF!

THE SCRATCH CARD VERY MISLEADING LOR!!! THEY NEVER PUT DOT YOU KNOW THEY JUST PUT 4 00 --HOW THE HELL I KNOW IS 400 OR 4.00 I SO SCARED IS THAT WOMAN SEE WRONG LO!

But i trust her la hopefully she is right. Since she put on her old flower specs liao.

And do you know whats the worst part of this scenario?

I gei siao go buy 4D...

2 BIG 2 SMALL

When she pass me the $4 i immediately give her back.

CCBSBSBKNNKBKBCBCBCBSBSBSBSKBKBKBKBKBKBKBKBKNN!!!!

IF I CCB KNOW I WON $4 ONLY I DIE DIE SURE SURE WONT BUY THAT CB 4D LO!

CCB WASTE MY MONEY.

2008-06-11T22:22:00.000-07:00

Just Another Boring Day.

I want to blog, but i am always out of topics.

And when your out of topics you start a post like this one.

And next thing you know, no body is reading this blog anymore.

LOL.

After getting fired i cant get back to working at Cathay till next week so this few days im gonna slack at home. Actually i've got alot of task to do though.

Priority no 1--->BE A GOOD DAUGHTER,CLEAN YOUR ROOM AND THE HOUSE DO LAUNDRY,GET LAUNDRY, IRON LAUNDRY AND SCRUB THE FLOOR.

I will do those.............one day.

Priority no 2---->BE A GOOD DAUGHTER, START DOING YOUR FAILED ASSIGNMENTS THAT NEEDS RESUBMISSION.

I will do it........once i know i havent failed 1st year.

Priority no 3-----> DO Priority no 1 REGULARLY.

After writing all this i came out with no 4...

PRIORITY NO 4-------->NEVER WRITE THIS KIND OF POST AGAIN.

Wa liao im out of things to type... only thing now is to shared this experience with y'all.

I've finally got a taste of FULL BLOWN HANG OVER.

I NEVER NEVER NEVER GOT ONE LIKE I HAD THIS MORNING.

I believe myself that i can hold my liquor quite well. Cause i have only got drunk once BY THE ROADSIDE carrying half emptied Vodka bottle telling Eshiqa i want to sleep by the road. I was drinking purely just on vodka no mixers so that explains.

My hangover are always like a little heavy on the head, when i woke up next day everything turns back normal.

This Morning i didnt turn back normal.

I'VE TURN BLUE BLACK PURPLE RAINBOW.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA(just being lame i bored person u know)

No la i slept at 4am this morning, woke up at 8am HEAD POUNDING.

WHoa the headache is for real one lo like DONG DONG DONG like that.

Solution- so i vomit eat maggi mee and take panadol.

I've turn normal again. LOL this post suxXXXXXXXX

Still TAG LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-09T03:19:00.000-07:00

MY RESIGNATION LETTER

To the agency:
I would like to inform you that I am resigning from my position as GET SCOLD EVERYDAY PERSONAL for XXXX COMPANY, effective June 30th 2008.
The reason for resigning is because the company I was assign to, they really have poor management. I have receive no proper training, no proper introduction to company rules and regulation or how the company operates and when facing difficulties in handling really angry customers who demand in seeing the manager, my superior did not do a good job in stepping up and handle these cases, instead they would push all responsibilities to us temporary staff to deal with the customer despite the fact that the customer had specifically demand to see the manager.

I felt that if XXX COMPANY wants to hire Temporary staff to manage customer complains and solve their problems, the least they could do is to provide Proper training needed for the job. Though it is true that the staff themselves need to ask for answers regarding the subject they do not know. I find it impossible to ask any questions when I am not even aware there are such issues.

Thank you Agent for the opportunities you have provided me with this job. I appreciate the support provided for me during my contract with the company.

Sincerely,

Lee Sin Yee

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway after finish typing this letter and sent it out last night.

I GOT FIRED IN THE MORNING.

WTF?

SAY EARLIER MA! I WASTE SO MUCH TIME TO TYPE!

Anyway i got fired because i didnt turn up for work today. My stomach indigestion is pain wan lo felt like vomiting whole morning den i sms my manager say i not going.

Then he replied: Ok today will be your last day of work.

I replied: So tomorrow i don need to go already?

He replied:Yep.

I replied: Alright thanks.

Was in too much agony to be happy. Is pain wan lo indigestion the stomach keep on grilling me.

So now after sleeping the whole day i woke up feeling better.

And i realize how happy i am.

IS HAPPY WAN LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I never thought i say that to you manager-

BUT YOUR THE MAN man! YOUR THE BEST! I LOVE YOU SEH! THANKS SOOOOOOOO MUCH.

2008-06-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

CAUTION! THIS FOLLOWING BLOG ENTRY CONTAINS FULL OF COARSE LANGUAGE! IF VULGAR WORDS AND VIOLENT THINKING ARE GONNA UPSET YOU OR WORST MAKE YOU SUE ME, PLEASE LEAVE THIS SITE NOW. THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION. AND PLEASE DON SAY I DIDNT WARN YOU BEFORE HAND!!!

HAPPY WORKING~~~~

Ya peeps i fucking got a new job. -And i fuckin hate it.

EVERY DAY this fuck company will breif you about whats what and bla bla before they open and once the breifing is over, there will be one of those idoits shouting out

HAPPY WORKING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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I feel like slapping that idoit silly every time she say that.

Because everyday working at that fucked up company is DIE DIE NEVER NEVER EVER EVER I SOMPA PLUS STAMP CHOP N E V E R A HAPPY WORKING DAY.

More about my new job in the next post.Kinda tired now to recap unhappy events.

BUT

I wanna keep track on irritating customers i meet working in this new job.

Just to intro a few of them...

There is the---CANT SPEAK ENGLISH NOR CHINESE CUSTOMERS
Met this particular one today. I tried to explain to him that his phone(i work in this phone service place) is not at the company, havent finish my sentence he went: nonononoNONONO NO LISTEN.

I tried again: sir... And he went again:NONONONO NONONONONONO NOOOOO LISTEN.

HE only knew one sentence, which is NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO NONONONONONO
NONONONONONONONONONONOOOOOOOOOOOO NONONONONONONONONONONONO NOOOOOOOOOO LISTEN.

WTF?

By the third time he went NONONONONONONO NOOOOOOOO LISTEN. I wanted to shoot him. With a gun ofcourse.(just joking you know guns are violent u should never use them. Ha ha ha...)

There is also the-----I WANT TO SEE YOUR SUPERVISOR OR MANAGER BECAUSE YOU WONT LET ME CUT QUEUE CUSTOMERS.(same race as the one up there)

So the management told me don allow customers to cut queue if they miss their queue more then X people. So i followed management instructions. What do i get? Complains from customers and scoldings from managements. HA! fuck you both.

After that my mind had two visions--me carrying a gun,will shoot Mr NONONO NO LISTEN 1st followed by his buddy Mr i want to see your manager then followed by the jerk management who have the face to tell me off.(Ofcourse this are just plain imaginary never will i shoot someone! HA ha ha.)

Well there are many of them jerks customer cant name all of them but will end this post with one last idoit.

The Ultimate Singaporean Old Male.(who thinks the whole world owed him something) He will walk around with his idoitic wife who look as irritating as himself cause they have been doing their 2 man show for far too long to change their fuck face.

This old man thinks that just because your a staff of a phone fixing company YOU can fixed his phone for him!

Thats like asking a Nurse to do the Doctor's job!

Im a receptionist you suakoo i don fixed phone. So fuck off.

Talking about males, i gotta mention one more customer. Its just that male customer got me thinking about another idoit i met today.

I present you the I TEACH YOU HOW TO RUN THIS COMAPANY EVEN YOUR NOT THE BOSS JERK.

I shooed him off.

He was presenting hundered and one ways how the company should operate, asking why the company needs to have a queue system and that customers should not queue and be able to get what they want just by presenting their fuck selfs at the front desk.

YOU WAIT LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG and so on.

AND also--->Mr I TEACH YOU HOW TO RUN THE COMAPANY? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUFUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU GO FUCK URSELF.

HAhahahahahahahahaha so funny thats all peeps tag at my tag board la!!!!!!!

2008-06-03T09:14:00.000-07:00

RECENT POST,attach with it is my Recently taken fat face photo. IF you havent met me in a while u will notice i look different! becus i go cut a fringe!!! to cover up part of me fat face! ANd what i get in the end?--->pimples beneath the hair....@#$%$^#@#$%$@!!!

RECENTLY... i met up with some of my friends in a gathering somewhere in Singapore. As we sat down and chatting about recent events, one of the gals pulled out this paper from no where urging us to read as she pick up her phone and called someone.

The paper is actually a print out of an email. That mail that you and i often receive.

THE---- YOU WON 600000000000000000 MAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What i would do to that mail? i delete it. Even though it look so soooooo REAL~

Well truth is we are all tempted, after all its 600000000000000!!!! so my friend dial up the number.........

This particular mail is a little bit more complicated there are secret codes to enter!(whoa so chim) after dialing the primary number, you have to enter secret code somemore.......

Whoa the line got through..........

WHoa got people pick up!!!!!!
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According to the mail-Winner(or winners?)is suppose to look for MR DAVID bla bla bla(i forgot his last name)

THE LUCKY GAL: Hi can i look for MR DAVID bla bla bla please, it about this email i recieve.
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Eh come on im gonna reveal!

IS 6000000000000 MAIL

FACT
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THE LUCKY GIRL--Hung up. No one bothered to answer her phone call.

60000000000000 HOPE VANISHED!

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YOU WON 600000000000 MAIL FAKE WAN LA!(lucky i never believe)

Wtf? this idoit mail, they just left the phone there lo for u to listen to their house sounds! Stupid la not exciting wan, atleast hung up on us ma or come up with pranks like"hey baby can i have your number/add/country so i can deliver money to u..." Don have lo---Guess they had enough fun with previous callers they are too tired for anymore.

60000000000000 mail fake wan la!(die die must believe me!)

Because when i got home

check my emails.....i got this habit i always go see my junk mail one, scared got important mail went in there. Then i saw something familiar

The-YOU WON 600000000000 MAIL!!!

Same one as my friend, in the---------->JUNK MAIL.

How the hell did she even manage to recive such nonsense in the 1st place?

Anyways Lots of Love and Thanks to Michelle who re did the blog for me its suppose to be more white but i change the background to black because its just too bright for me haha And love you all if your still reading this blog...

2008-05-02T00:43:00.000-07:00

Just post for testing,

DAMN I CANT GET TO THIS BLOG WEB PAGE BY TYPING THE LINK

wAD THE HELL IS WRONG?

aNY WAY HOLIDAYING NOW/JOB HUNTING/THINK IM GONNA FAIL MY 1ST YEAR/DEPRESS AND POOR AND CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT/WAITING FOR SEX IN THE CITY MOVIE TO BE OUT/JUST WATCH IRONMAN EARLIER THAN MOST SINGAPOREANS IN THE BIGGEST THEATRE IN THE CATHAY WITH ONLY 4 OTHER PEOPLE and HAD A BLAST EXPREIENCE/DUNO IF I SPELLED EXPRERIENCE CORRECTLY/HAVE NOW BEEN OFFICIALY BRANDED YOU HAVE REALLY GOT FATTER FACE ROUNDER BY TWO PEOPLE/NOW TYPING ALL THIS AND DREAD GOING TO WORK IN LIKE 20 MINUTES TIME/DUNO IF SPELLED DREAD CORRECTLY/HOPING COULD QUIT CURRENT JOB SOON BECAUSE AM HAVING TOO MUCH SHORTAGES/REALLY VERY POOR NOW/MOTHER ALSO POOR NOW/HOPE EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALRIGHT/HOPING HOLIDAY WOULD BE LIKE a HOLIDAY/AND NOT ANOTHER PERIOD OF TIME WHERE IM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY TORMENTED/MISSING SOMEONE I SHOULD NOT/I LOVE YOU ALL IF YOUR STILL READING THIS PATHETIC BLOG

2008-03-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

I HAVE JUST SHAVE MY LEGS! AND ITS FEEEEEELS DAMN SHIOK! SO SMOOTH LA!

OK LA RANDOM COMMENT NOW YOU KNOW I HAVE HAIRY LEGS THAT NEEDS SHAVING

THIS POST SHALL BE IN CAPS!

BECAUSE LIM BEI NOW IN SCHOOL!

USING A MAC COM!

WHICH DOESNT ALLOW THE SIZE OF MY TEXT TO BE LARGE, AM AFRAID AFTER I POST, THE WORDS COME OUT LIKE SO TINY, THE REMAINING 1.5% VIEWERS CANT SEE AND WONT BOTHER TO READ THIS BLOG ANYMORE.

ANYWAY BACK TO IM IN SCHOOL NOW......

MY POOR LECTURER, HE LIKE SO SICK SIA, I MEAN SINCE HE CAME BACK FROM HIS LITTLE WEDDING BREAK HE HAVE PLANNED ALOT OF CLASS, TALKS BLA BLA BLA, THEN LIKE ONLY HE ONE LECTURER DO SO MUCH THING. HE LIKE KEEP ON SICK LEH!

ANYWAY THIS POST SHALL BE IN SINGLISH!

BECAUSE LIM BEI TODAY FEEL LIKE TALKING LIKE THAT!

SO BACK TO MY LECTURER, SO AS RESULT TO HIS SICKNESS FROM FEVER,FLU,FOOD POISIONING TODAY HIS REASON FOR CANCELING CLASS IS ---HIS SWOLLEN KNEE. SO POOR THING LO!!!! LAST WEEK I SEE HIM HE LIKE REALLY GOT SOME PROBLEMS WALKING LIAO LEH! AND HE STILL HAVE TO KNEEL DOWN TO SET UP THE PROJECTOR....OH YA IM NOT GOING TO GO INTO HOW MY LECTURER ONCE JUMP FROM A PLANE DOING SOME KIND OF SPORTS WHICH I CANT SPELL THE NAME, THEN BROKE SOME PARTS OF HIS LEG DUE TO BAD LANDING THEREFORE RESULTING HIS KNEES NOW ARE ACTUALLY HOLD UP BY SOME METAL WHICH I ALSO FORGOT ITS NAME.

MY POOR POOR LECTURER........ TAKE CARE AR!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUR FUTURE DEPEND ON YOU!!! DON SO GET SICK SO EASILY!!!!!!

THUS BRING US BACK HERE WHY AM I WRITING A POST FOR MY BLOG ON A COMPUTER MEANT FOR DOING SCHOOL WORK.

BECAUSE MY CLASS IS CANCELED AND THE PREVIOUS CLASS ENDED AT 1.35PM AND MY NEXT CLASS IS AT 5.30PM AND NOW IS 3PM I HAVE ANOTHER 2 AND HALF HOURS TO IDLE. I SHOULD BE DOING SOME WORK DURING THIS PRECIOUS TIME BUT BECAUSE I SO DAMN LAZY YESTERDAY I DIDNT START ON MY WORK TILL 4AM IN THE MORNING AND DO UNTIL 8AM BUAY TAHAN I GO SLEEP 2HOURS FORCE WAKE UP GO SCHOOL. NOW I AM DAMN TIRED, I WAN TO SLEEP BUT CANT.

THEREFORE I DO THE THING I DO BEST WHILE I HAVE ALOT OF TIME--I TYPE! ONE OF MY HABIT IS I LOVE TO TYPE, JUST THE ACTION OF TYPING AND HEARING THE SOUND OF ME TAPPING ON THE KEYBOARD MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD, LIKE I AM DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT ACTUALLY AM TYPING LOADS OF NONSENSE HERE. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

BUT FOR BLOG POST IT SHOULD ALWAYS NOT BE FILLED WITH TOO MANY WORDS BECAUSE THE 1% LEFT READING THIS BLOG HATES LONG WORDY POST BUT STILL I CARRIED ON....MARCHING TOWARDS THE DEATH OF THIS BLOG.....

WELL ENOUGH OF NONSENSE LETS CONTINUE TOWARDS THE 2ND PART OF THIS POST

MORE NONSENSE.

AS YOU ALL KNOW AND ALSO THAT 0.1% LEFT READING THIS BLOG, I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGIN AT ALL.

BECAUSE IM STRESS WITH LOADS OF WORK AND NOT DOING IT.

LET ME SHOW YOU MY HOMEWORK LIST THAT I HAVE WROTE DOWN IN MY NOTE BOOKS WEEKS AGO.

EEECHO DRAWING CLASS-
DIE 1ST
DEN DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW

CREATIVE WRITING-
LOOK THROUGH FINAL
THINK HOW ARE YOU GOING TO BE DEAD

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I CANNOT BELIEVE WHAT I WROTE, WROST IS NOW BEHIND ME IN THIS LAB IS THE TOP STUDENT CLICKING AWAY DOING MAYA I THINK, WORKING HARD.....AND ME IM BLOGGING. I FEEL SO LIKE A FAILURE.

I DONT WANT TO REGRET, I WANNA MOVE ON.

2008-02-25T12:13:00.000-08:00

WA LIAO! I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS LO! BUT I........TOO LAZYYYYYYYYYYY AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT CHINESE NEW YEAR(over liao) I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT V DAY(also over liao)
I ALSO WANT TO BLOG ABOUT THIS WOMAN!(also long time ago story liao)

CAN DIE LA SO LAZY! TAKE SO MANY PHOTO ALSO NEVER BLOG KNN!

ok la while trying to blog just now i encounter some problems ending up now when im trying to type all this at 4 42 am i am quite tired le so blog more next time ba..........

Never mind i blog my food dairy.

You know why? very simple.............I GOT FATTER. i don want to say gain weight i want to say GOT FATTER! KNN! wa liao so fat la gain so much i now nearly same weight as sec school lo

Anyway food dairy for 25 feb 08

today quite normal i think but the content is still fatty.

4pm--chicken rice and barley water

6pm--soya milk

10pm--shilin chicken with rice and the egg crepe with sausage and cheese and ribena.

SEE LA AT NIGHT STILL EAT UNTIL LIKE THAT!

SINYEE IS FAT BITCH I HATE HER! LOL

2008-01-08T16:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A little late but still only 8 days pass i need to wait for end of month to get my pay!

Anyway school have started for me and my timetable is like ridiculous.....so ashamed of the school the way they handle things....like its only a time table and they cant handle it? haizzzzzzzzz....guess private schools do have their disadvantage.

Guess what class i have on the 1st day----Lecture. And for this lecture i had to watch 2 videos, bore they was but carry huge significant behaviour of human beings and the serious problems of downloading music and movies and so on.

Below a snapshot of my new lecture theatre and the video im watching.

Anyway,BACK TO THAILAND PART 2!!!!

Interesting finds : Why is there a tip box......everywhere? this tip box is found at Burger king ! Burger king! also want tip sey! wa liao i go everywhere in shops they have to put the box leh like why huh not like you are giving really speacial good service!why do you have to put the damn tip box?

Random race track i saw on the road trips, saw a white man half naked racing down the tracks he must be damn relax can play until like that. No wonder the caucasians love it there i mean the men especially they go there with things half their price with loads of woman to choose from----no wonder.
Thai TV so funny la i saw a something like music video with the small square at the bottom left that shows the man translating the contents in Hand signs and he did dancing la so entertaining during the intervals of the songs he can do full dance somemore you can never find that on mtv yet.
Me and my cutest bunch of cousins and grandma, temple vist!
Like very nice from the outside right but very commercialize everything looks like its there for show only. would people pray there? i doubt.
See my cousin take the picture of me looking so darkShowed him the difference when i took him. see so bright laAnyway will be back with Thailand part 3 although not interesting but since i took the photos i want to upload them on the blog HAHAHA

2007-12-26T11:21:00.000-08:00

MERRY MERRY X'MAS!!!!!!!!
SO DAMN HAPPY THIS CHRISTMAS LA!
I have got soooo many gifts and actually buy gifts for some of my friends! i never buy x'mas gifts wan lo! And i love the gifts i gave! AND I LOVE THE GIFTS I'VE GOT!Soooooooooooooooooo Happy laaaaaaaaaaa so long time never soooo happy le happy happy!

Anyway guess where we are flying off this time............None other then THAILAND! PHUKET! The beach really beautiful la!Along with my naughty naughty cousins!!!! love you all!Not forgetting the Tom yam......... And more TOM YAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Over all this is more of a Family bonding trip than a nice relax vacation though not really fun trip but bonding with my cousins and everyone is still as fun playing with them make me into a small kid again! my mum commented that im just like a big kid with them.

Some of the interesting i found in Thailand, look at their traffic lights! got countdown wan lo,if Singapore also like that den at those cross junction at least we know how long more to wait.
Over all its just plenty of Road trips...............

And more Road trips!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not forgetting the boat trips.............And the beautiful beach!Anyway will blog more about Thailand next post alot of things to show! for now i am enjoying my new happy happy mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-03T09:41:00.000-08:00

ITS DECEMBER!!!!!!!

Like finally!

We have reach the end of this year......

So before we hand off for a brand new start, lets just get wasted in this last month of this year!

and do things like........................

DOTA aka Defence Of The Ancients(hahahaha)

Or EAT!!!!!!!!!

And make my mum cook again! (what kind of daughter am i?) Not forgetting Majong!!!!!!!

aAnd do you all still remember my beautiful phone? well it died like DIEDDDDDDDDD,CANNOT EVEN FIXED!

So here comes my new phone i hate it simply because--its not big enough.
--its black.
And i was force to buy this phone. All i wanted was a White Flip phone. Singapore cannot give me that-- atleast Angmo kio central cannot give me that...........idoit!

And my ear phones have to choose and the same time to spoil----Like wtf???
And i am so poor i cant even buy new ones have listen to one ear phone.

Until i cannot stand it anymore i bought a new pair just 10 dollars!!! i so happy!See My digusting Mp3 with disgusting sound quality and cost 170++ when i bought it 3 years ago---ya my mp3 is 3 years old and i drop it until i now can only see half the screen and there is also something wrong with the button.........i am such a loser in technology..........But nothings beats my ex handphone crack i drop it...estimate 100 times and above and drop into toilet bowl once after 4 years den die...........oh im so proud of my phone!!!!!Rest in peace my darling phone i am keeping ur body parts forever i love you!!!!!!!!!!Oh god i am so in love with this phone................so now you guys know what is the best gift u can give me for Christmas!!!!!!!!!!! Technology---------A MP3 WILL BE BEST!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-28T12:54:00.000-08:00

Just a regular update of me life.

Juat partying,working,failing.

Hope i can PASS for next.

Life have changed i am completely exhausted but nothing have been done. School work might have been done but whats the point of producing bad work. Will strive to work hard.

Am having holidays.

SO LETS PARTY!!!!!!!!!

But guess wad poly students are having exam. WTF.

Hope to meet you guys soon to hang out and play not to go to a wake some where that will make me cry like duno wad.

Aite time for my food dairy.

November 28 2007-- get to hang out with 2 of my babes and i am so happy that i have to be a pig.

2pm----NASI BRIYANI WITH VEGE AND FISH CAKE NO CHICKEN.

3 30PM---MILK TEA

630PM---DINNER AT SWENSENS!!!! ATE FRIES, ICE CREAM,BAKE RICE.

8PM---HOT CHOCALATE 1 CUP

950PM---POPCORN!!!!!!

YA LA LIKE DON NEED TO STOP EATING LIKE THAT!!!!!!

Sinyi is pig she can never lose weight.

2007-11-28T12:10:00.000-08:00

Took this image from Wei xiong blog. As you all know this tragedy that happen a few days ago will bring many sorrows.

Because a good man died.

Just this have cause me to cried like duno wad.

Few years ago during secondary school got to meet this exceptional teacher. So luckily he got to teach me although i make him mad. You guys can Hate me for that. I don mind. At a young age i did stupid things so don blame me too much. He, an out standing PE teacher and a maths teacher at that time was great at what he does. So luckily for Singapore to have a teacher like him. One that can do his job so well and inspire many.

Can never forget how he teaches the next class maths while i stand at the side watching with envy. At that point of time i was such an outcast for maths i was sent out of class as stupid to join the YOU ARE STUPID IN MATHS CLASS(which meant you get lousy teachers)<---this i meant it with heart the one that teaches me sucks. While i watch Mr Stephen Lo giving loads of explanation in each of the topics regular exercise given making sure everyone in the class does the work. My maths teacher gave me loads of work sheet<---which to me is loads of papers with no use, its double print so i cant even draw on them. I knew he is a good teacher. He don even have to teach me for me to know that.

Not just any normal friendly teachers. Stephen Lo makes you work hard no leniency thats for sure. Caring to his students, i don even need to carry on just ask his class a book can be written.

You take care Stephen Lo. You have bless us with so much---knowledge and more.

God bless all your loves one and friends. May sorrow be faded and those been touch by you carry on living life with the knowledge you imparted and so much more.

2007-10-25T15:01:00.000-07:00

Ta Da! see me transform to man will look like that. Angry thing is---IT REALLY LOOK LIKE MAN! my friend say look like his cousin lo! i hear liao so sad.

Anywayz its now 6 in the morning and im not asleep. Why? because i haven do my homework...which is due like at 1pm later on.....HAHAHAHA

This week at school so slack...so damnnnn slack until i bloody not happy, u see huh Monday i miss morning class but went for afternooon class, but there was no class so...tuesday went to class 45min late...Wed miss all morning class,went for afternoon class---canceled!!!!! and worst my class rep never tell me! lucky i go school meet friend if not i would have called him to murder him using my voice,nevermind will do so later when i see him at school....bloody hell its like how many weeks school start he still never realise he never send me any msg i feel like having him murdered idoit idoit person. HPMRH! Thurs no class, so hopefully i can finish my work and go for friday class orelse i this week may as well say never go school at all...bloody sian and bloody slack..........

I finally join my neighbourhood gym but join for 2 days liao i still haven go my mother say i waste money,lol. But i will go wan la, I WILL LOSE WEIGHT DE! although i still eat alot haha.

Finally school have turn full fledge into exam mood all deadlines are coming nearer so have to stop working from next week liao have to focus on exam if im not wrong november 27 over will be my holiday le i cant wait for it to come!

So here comes my food Dairy so many sinful entries not publish lol anyway mich just to let u know im just starting to lose weight so lose weight doesnt mean no food at all so i will still eat and eat haha!

October 25 2007

if im not wrong during the early mornings i ate 1 egg tart, 1 apple tart, 2 cans of green tea.

7 30am--- ask mum make breakfast--- 2eggs with ham and one slice of bread plus milo

6pm---few chunks of dark chocalate with hazel nuts

8pm-- Dinner!--ginseng chicken soup,fu rong egg, sweet sour pork,some green long bean with chilli and rice plus potong red bean ice cream as dessert haha

10pm---Popcorn with ice tea. haha --movie snack although de movie sux---Superbad.

Ok thats all for thursday although i continue eating after 12am but not much la HAHA.

sIGNING off~~Hoping holidays will come soon and i will complete my work and produce something good!

2007-10-19T13:21:00.000-07:00

I LOVEEEEEEEEE THIS PIC LA! actually am trying to swallow the handroll but Puspa say looks like swallowing a fish? can tell the difference?lol

Lately i damnn good la study never study, homework never do already lag sooooo much liao still.............

I WENT AND BUY WARCRAFT! ------TO PLAY DOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good lor now i prepare to fail.

My Mother damn buay song with me.

Ok la i will not fail wan la, if will i may as well go suicide. MOTHER! DON WORRY! I LOVE YOU!---(like she can see like that)

Anyway Dota pros im desperate i buy the game to improve but bloody hell not improving much I NEED A SHIFU! WHO WILLING TO TAKE ME AS A DISCIPLE? pleassssssssssssssssse teach me la i really want to MEGA KILL! lol bloody noob here so pai seh.........

School is tedious, work work work assignments projects bla bla bla, finally school is turning to the rough side, no more slacking have to cut down on working days liao........

Talking about work, i damn sad a week ago this bitch the HR call me and say i short 63 or 67 dollars i was like HUH? she was like she will show me the EVIDENCE why i short the money i was like damn sian liao lo.....if she say until like that, that means i really short this much of money lo.....i sooooooo sad...... anyway worst is nowadays i work weekends lo then that bloody bitch work weekdays! if want to find her i still have to go workplace during weekdays, like i so free la! have to specially go down and let them tell me pay money i dont have the mood lo...

Its not like i short on that day itself maybe i will accept it more, that incident happen like in July la then this customer found out that he/she account have been double charge then the company call me now to tell me, its like so long ago i dont even remember i cant accept it if its true lo, i mean even if double charge ,the money goes to the company wad,why should i be the one paying? i dont get it lo sooooooooo damn saded.......

This have get me thinking if i should quit, never b4 i work to lose money lo haiz its like this time too much liao....67! so much la! but then i like this job alot, nobody really cared everybody just go like quit la quit la its the best for u in terms study and everything but truth is i really like this job hard to explain but i like it 1st time get to like a job so much but now i think after this incident maybe i quitting liao....haiz thought i could stay on this job during study period i damn sian to find other job liao.......Friends should i quit?

Haizzzzzzzz hopefully everything will be okay and i dont need to pay 67 dollars which i highly doubt. Not to mention i made another hole in my bank, thanks to Dota.

Here comes my food dairy never even update daily lol

Oct 19 Fri

2 3oam-----home made ham and egg muffin + hot milo

2pm-------porridge with vege,egg,tofu---mmmm

8pm----monster eat--------Laksa,carrot cake,indian rojak,green tea whaooooo( don worry little bit of each la i never finish up everything except for laksa which has the fattest content of all)

10pm----my mum offered me 2 slice of freash bread with kaya and 2 slice of pear

I still continue eating after 12am but thats the next day liao LOL

MONSTER EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

1 of october---Xin food dairy

430am--Mcdonals hotcakes meal and 1egg and sausage muffin.

230pm--1 chicken pau and one bottle of soy milk

7pm--Shilin XXL Chicken and sausage and egg roll

Summary--still not making any progress...at least cut down a little...

2007-09-30T15:13:00.000-07:00

Getting uglier and uglier day by day.(Having rash on my face lately,hugely depressed)

Above pic was taken on Autumn festival, this year i actually celebrate it! thanks to Wei siong who asked me to join him on the trip to chinese garden! goodness i have never been there before! its like all my life in Singapore i've never went in!

Not impressive though but the place is totally in for festive mood. Just give the event a theme and the garden will show you lanterns from different size,shapes...you know, everything...

Ironically Weisiong 1 week break have just ended. Mine just started. Haha October the 1st! 7 more days to go!though mine is actually study week not break...well still im not a good kid that is going to study all week! come on if i did that i probably have got into Film. Already taken 3 days off the week to work. Regret it now should have kept one day for leisure spending but i've forgot, now leisure time is sure to get in the way of study time...Sad...but we can always work hard when exam period hits thats how i got into Animation instead! IRONICALLY.Wonder what i'll get into if i failed this...trouble? Ha. hahhahaha. ...

When asked what do i really really want to do during the following week- i really want to finished my assign HOMEWORK. Really want to finish it. Besides that, I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY, WANT TO CLUB. CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB CLUB and drink and DANCE! really! but hopes of going----->1/100. IRONICALLY.

Is it that hard for me to find a Alcoholic friend who can hold her liquor well? Am i reaching for the stars? i hope not,but sadly thats the case.

I have bloated so much this few months im scared of myself. So am i finally going to lose some weight? i really don't know,writing this after having Macdonals for breakfast...(ITS NOT MY FAULT MY MUM SAID SHE WANTED SOME FOOD SO I ORDERED ALTHOUGH I SHOULD'NT HAVE ORDERED A EXTRA EGG AND SAUSAGE MUFFIN WHEN I ALREADY AM HAVING HOTCAKES MEAL!)(i did change my drink from the usual ice milo which is filled with sugar to a latte- without sugar but still...its milk base...I MADE SOME EFFORT! damnnit!)

All right! i'll make an effort thats the best way to start! i'll keep a food dairy! so you fat people! you know what not to take and be ashame if your eating this and you skinny people eat everything i eat and you will not be mark as unhealthy weight come on! too skinny is SICK! not beautiful! those who speak of becoming skinny but never will manage, why don't you just admit you have big bones? and start eating and stop making your poor mother worried! JUST AN ADVICE FOR FRIENDS! IGNORE WHAT YOU SEE IF IT HAVE INSULTED YOU!

So here goes---> FOOD DAIRY OF XIN.

30th of sept

4am--3 slice of cheese bread and sour cream cheese chips<---(FAILED! and u wonder why is she so fat this is why!)

5pm--a bowl of honey oats cereal with milk and 3 ferreo rocher(cereal pass,chocalate fail)

10pm--1 Mc chicken student meal drinks change to ice milo.(...)

11pm--1 plate of luncheon meat with egg mee sua, 2 siew mai, 2 har gao, one cup of milk tea.(milk again.)

11 45pm--wanted to get popcorn luckily she didnt find it.

Summary----LOse WeIght? your kidding me?

Xinyi seriously want to club and drink this week.

2007-09-16T10:36:00.000-07:00

DISCLAIMER----DO NOT READ THIS POST IF YOUR UNCOMFORTABLE WITH VULGAR LANGUAGE ALL THINGS WRITTEN ARE ALL JOKES AND NOT MEANT TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY PLEASE LEAVE IF YOUR NOT 18 AND ABOVE THANKS FOR READING THIS AND DON SUE ME!

Above----"Climb the stairs and i'll give you candy......baby......"

I havent update for.......one month already. Haha since school start till now,ya its one month i forgot the hell gates closed already lol.

Everytime i want to update my blog i normally start to complain about everything about my mum, my school, how my life is bloody fucked up in this way that way watever way.....

So lets talk about how happy i am to be me.

I am totally bless in great happiness and with all love to have my Mother.

Im totally fortunate to have a school to go to no matter HOW FUCKED UP IT IS its always better than walking away from secondary school with failed O levels results and with no where to go.BECAUSE FUCKING EXPRESS STUDENTS REFUSE TO GO JC AND TURN TO POLY AND TOOK UP NORMAL ACAD STUDENT PLACES IN THE SCHOOLS! FUCK YOU EXPRESS STUDENTS! FUCK YOU!-----thats all joking i don mean it clever morons.Ya morons morons all of you idoits.---just joking just joking...

Ya i have happy life and i still want to say this---FUCK YOU! YA! FUCK YOU!

C'mon let me tell you how great my life is.

Yesterday my mum pissed me off so bad while shopping i told her im going home halfway she was looking at the clothes. Ofcourse i didnt buy anything. Today i went out myself and bought tons of things and went home and showed my mum how much i spent.

My school---fucked up. My classmates they are fine. But according to my friend next class he describe me as being ostracize by my classmates.

Hey remember that bloody crush i keep writing about in this blog? guess what? he left without saying bye to me!

My Mum manage to filled up the hole in my bank but i showed her how fast i could empty it in one day.

Im poor again!

Oh ya! the dad i thought i never had just got in contact with me and my mum again!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Im tired im going to sleep im not happy with my happy life.

2007-08-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

How to tell if my Mum is at home or out, or how my mum tell if im at work. If im at work the pair of black shoes will not be in the living room, if it is that means im either at home or out partying. If my mum is not at home that pair of blue slippers will be in the living room,if its not, she is at home.

Its kinda like a code, how both people know if each other is at home. Sad case me and my Mum don do this shit before, why now?

Anyway school starts today,13 August, July 1st for the chinese calender. Meaning 7th month ghost festival is here! haha both my school gates and the hell gates open at the same day, how cool is that?

Drinking a bottle of Chardonnay, not in a good mood.

First---School started. I feel lost. School mates feel sorry for me.

2nd---School start. Saw faces of people i think are losers happier than me.

3rd---School start. I and i hate it.
Summary---School start. I feel fucked up about the course, I DON LIKE IT!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Its just when everything adds up, it sucked.

I hope school will be better.

I hoped i will be happy to go to school.

I feel like kicking the person off his bike for making such a din down my block.

I finished my bottle of Chardonnay. I think i feel better, it have just stop the churning in my stomach from all the emotions i was feeling just now.

Peace out. I miss you.

2007-08-05T12:30:00.000-07:00

Finally finished the third bottle of red wine,bought those 3 bottles long time ago to celebrate getting my huge pay check,but took a long time to finish them up, as for that huge pay check,it went into my bank account, which is as empty as the wine bottle standing on my desk now.

Haha well for all drinkers do remember to drink loads of water after alcohol like a glass of ribena with ice,purrrrrrrrrrrrfect!

Want to post about Jay Chou coming to Cathay the other day, but unfortuanately i didnt bring any camera on that day so no pics now waiting for my collegue to sent me the ones she took. Whats a post without pics to explain? so will talk about it when i get hold of the pics not like its some big news...........its just Jay Chou. I like his songs........... hahahahaha.

Well its now the last week, before my school starts meaning the last week to work everyday at Cathay, im gonna miss it badly the days i've passed just sitting there pressing buttons its lovely haha im obsessed this job rocks for me don't think will ever quit for quite a long time unless they fire me, which is ofcourse will be a sad thing. So will try not to be late haha.

Just one last week at work, one last week to enjoy my holiday, one last week of no worries for school work, one last week being like a small kid with no worries in life, when school starts its when im back to real life, its making use of school learnings and be useful to yourself. Fail to learn and you wont make it in life because that years spent at school working till late in the night trying to nail down assignments living the life with no fun will be pointless if i don pass well in everything. Failed to learn well and reality will kick you back to square one, left with nothing. Im scared, really really scared. This is how i felt when i graduate from secondary school, five years of exam and study only lead me to nothing in government studies. One fearful year of sleepless hard work foundation year in Lasalle only to fail getting in a easy course i wanted in life now ending up in something i never dreamt doing. Im dumb i know but i will try to learn this time,i will keep trying and trying.

Talk about school starting just make me feel totally moody, because i feel my future is gone, im not confident i will do well in this area of studies but what to do but keep trying trying, hope my last week of my holidays will be spent well, i hoped.

Well im still as poor as ever, miss him badly as usual, hopeless romantic forever.

2007-07-28T16:30:00.000-07:00

Im so Lazy To Blog, some people manage their blogs by just uploading interesting pictures of their life type a few words and thats it, some like me are patient enough to write, but most of them who write cant update their blog often, because ITS VERY TIRING TO WRITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

But im still here trying my best to type, why? because i lazy take picture. Yeah!

Hahahahahaha! Anyway above pic of one side of my new school, loving it already hope wont be too troublesome fitting in when school starts, loads of constructions still going on.

Now its almost 8am in the morning the reason im awake is only because i ended work at 3am and reach home at 4am bloody hungry and order a huge Mac breakfast and eat till now. HA HA HA !

OK I KNOW I SAID I WILL DIET, I WILL WORK OUT ,I WILL LOSE SOME WEIGHT AND I NEVER DID! BUT IT WAS EARLY IN THE MORNING AND I WAS HUNGRY AND AND SO I ATE! ANYWAY HOLIDAYS AWAY FROM SCHOOL SHOULD MEANT I RELAX A LITTLE FROM THE DIET THINGY I NEVER STARTED BUT THE THOUGHT THAT GOES THROUGH MY MIND OH DIETING WAS TORMENTING ENOUGH! SO I DESERVE A LITTLE BREAK TO EAT A HUGE BREAKFAST THIS MORNING! OK! EVERY MORNING!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

im never gonna lose weight.

Well lets get an update of how my life is going now

I've made up with my Mum!

Im rich again! meaning i can depend my mum on money instead of my bank account!

Yeah im a unfillial daughter!

My bank account still have a big hole even though my pay was bank in!

Fuck!

Im still poor!

And i think my company is firing me soon!

Why?

Days of coming to work on time-----i really dont know.

Days of coming to work late-------------COUNTLESS

..........................................................

I love my job but im going to lose it! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

How things are going on with my crush-------found out that he have quite a good figure. not really fat, nice chest i suppose but it might be flabby meat beneath that shirt, wont know it unless its been taken off, ok im going the wrong way! oh god im so dirty minded! anyway my crush gave my something today and i left it on the floor.....i forgot to take home, its something not important but still he gave it to me i should have take it home at the very least, i left it there.....i hope some one just chuck it, sweep it away and throw away! before he sees it lying there god! duno what he will think if he sees it there on the floor...........i feel so bad now......

Im losing my crush.....................

Summary-Sinyee suck as a person in total, thats why people always spells her name wrongly at work ,spelling like shing yi, shin yi etc making everyone thinks she is a japanese a cruel race....and she totally hates it.

I hope my crush wont find that thing he gave me lying on the floor. Oh please dont! he just begin liking me!!!!!!!

Im totally screwed.

2007-07-21T14:12:00.000-07:00

I'VE GOT A CRUSH! well again hahahahaha you guys will totaly never guess who he is! not like you want to HAHA

lOVEEEE the feeling when you got a crush, although all of my crushes normally end up CRUSHED but still for that moment its short lived yet happy.Love it when he suddenly walk by and make my heart skip a beat,totally.........FUN haha his cuteeee!

Anyway oie i write my blog liao nobody leave any comment wa liao where got like that wan!,wa liao never write complain got write don even care...........wat the...........

But nevermind i'll still write on till you guys see! Havent tell you people more about my job anyway it ROCKS! welll except for a few peeps the rest is all fine, why i love it? simple because my job is just sitting down and press button soooooooo easy!!! Box office girl easy job!,lets just forget those irritating customers, then it will be easy job! Love my collegues! funny people! LOVE my Managers Funny people! so fun! Fun FUN!

I cant belive im saying all this after a sucky day at work! this means i really love my job!

I do have complains! but they are so small i don even want to type it out, HAHA

I LOVE MY JOB!

2007-07-20T15:27:00.000-07:00

Finally im hardworking enough to update my blog which is sooo forgotten by now haha stop complaining guys im really lazy to type ma, plus lately my life so fuck up i feel so fuck up to just post them up here but then again complaining my life suckiest moment non verbal way aka blogging is one of things that might be fun to do in life most suckiest time haha. Whatever.

Anyway just to list what's up with me lately.

-Days not speaking to my Mum, 7 days one week liao

-weight gain 3 kg in total

-days spent wasting my youth, for this week 3 days liao did nothing but lay on my bed sleeping.

-job found . 1 working at Tha Cathay as a Box office girl, yeah!

-Number of people who dislike me lately, countless.

-number of complains from customers, 1 yeah i rock!

-number of birthdays i should not have forgot, well 1 sorry but if u would have read my blog you would have recive this apology but then again too bad you don even know i got a blog.

Summary-Sinyee is living the junkie life where you just eat, sleep,wakeup ,eat then go to sleep again. yeah!

Hahahahahahahahahaha, yeah i've gone mad, i knew it i will sooner or later.

Anyway wanted to post what happen on my birthday 10 days ago, so here goes well when 12am reach no one send me a msg saying happy birthday. I was sitting infront of the ticket selling counter facing the front looking blank, ya i was still at work, yeah! anyway so fourtunately there was one miss call on my phone 25 minutes later my phone rang again, well who else but my beloved meiz called to wish me a happy birthday the one and only,well it was better than nothing. Than went to sleep have plan next day carefully to enjoy myself. at 9am woke up with less than 4 hours of sleep i have to drag myself out of bed because im going out.

Have planned

Morning breakfast at Tcc, followed by watching Harry Potter then shopping then dinner then go club. Purrrrrr fect!

What happened

The Tcc beside PS do not open for breakfast. ha ha ha hahaha......

so went and have breakfast at macdonals ALL DRESS UP, eating with A WHOLE BUNCH OF STUDENTS, what THE HELL!

Then something happen my hang bag tore haha so went shopping for handbag, end up bought a whole bunch of things in a short time well including a new hand bag thanks mum who im not talking to now haha.

Then went and watch Harry Potter BEST PART OF THE DAY

After the show my Mum ask me if the story was about Dumbledore trying to join a secret society and Voldemort trying his best to stop him. I tell myself not let her watch another Harry Potter movie.

Than i went home me and my mum both very tired i drop dead on my bed for 2 hours was suppose to meet up my friends for dinner at 8pm i woke up at 7pm haha

Have planned dinner at Bakerzin at 8pm

What happened, everyone late including myself by the time i reach the resturant the place is full house with people still trying to get in and was about to close in an hours time. When to swensens instead.

After dinner something stupid happened my friend actually went into the boys toilet because the female one is flooded with females, well easy for her to go in hard for her to come out because right after she went in a whole lot of guys followed she cant get out of the cubicle i and the other 2 boys stand outside the toilet laughing like hell hahahahah! well finally she manage to get out of the males toilet without seeing some man doing their business so funny hahahahahaha.

Then finally we went clubbing went to a new club that day Dbl 0 not bad overall club till the place close and went to have supper at Hong Kong Cafe then went home and sleep like there is no tomorrow.

Overall not bad the day rocks!

2007-06-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

The above pic just screams IM HUNGRY! and all i have to eat is chocs and juice............

Im feeling blank at the moment i've lost the passion in life after one phone call. I've lost it, Film did not accept me, now i have to work on getting to my second interview to something i really dunno if i can do it. Worst is i don't even feel like doing it. Im a loser.

I cant move i really don know what to do then just getting myself a hard liquor,sit down, get another glass of alcohol, drink, and another one and another one........till i pass out.

I have less than a day to prepare for my interview, and i have done nothing yet, damn it.

Still life moves on till the day we die so...........since i quit i got myself another job,haha. Will talk about that job another day i have no strength to live life as i use to,my dream is gone.

Lousy as i feel, nothing a vodka cant do to make me feel more stable. So don worry my friends, i wont die so soon.

Im A alcoholic. So if you guys buy me bottles of hennesy vsop, it will really cheer me up. The thought of it have already put a smile on my face. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-05-24T02:26:00.000-07:00

Above is the bowl of noodles that save me this few days, IM SICK thanks to Michelle and im now coughing non stop sianzzzzzzzzzzz. Thanks to the noodles those hot soup i was able to eat this few days haizzzzzzz im so sick i stil have to work can die. Below pic is taken at about 7+++ pm front view from my house.

IM SO TIRED. after assesment i havent really rest at all i went straight back to work and killed myself in the process it is soooooooooooo tiring to work and work non stop but i cant stop i need money haha but good news is I QUIT. HAHAHAHAAHA finally i quit the bloody Tcc job its killing me mentlly to work in such a boring environment everyday but it will end on the end of May. Yeah! yeah my ass la problem is i havent found a new job yet, shit i went for 2 job interviews but they didnt call me back so no choice i have to start my job hunt again sianzzzzzz,anyway finding a decent job now adays is so hard........

I've lost it, haizzzzzzzzz feeling down again why is it always like that. I thought i had you atleast but you are gone just like that, don blame me no more.

2007-05-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

When i saw the sky above i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooooooooood.Living at high floors really have its advantage.

Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaa i soooooooooooo tired, right after assesment hell i go put myself thru work hell work so many days like i don need to rest like that CAN DIE AR. I today off , don even feel like doing any thing just lie in my bed till my bones hurt. My party is never going to be done if i slack like that or should i say WORK like this. I actually gave my boss a whole week schdule i cannot belive myself..............

Mothers day, mothers blues, i sooooooooooooooo don have the mood to love you, and when i have u kill it off. HA

Im sooooo tired i cant even think of interesting to write.

Babes and bitches keep trying, don let school life kill you.

IM TURN OFF

2007-05-06T19:30:00.000-07:00

Above taken by me 6 30 this morning out of my toilet window.HAHA

Oh my god i dont know what Michelle ng did to my blog but it change so much it freak the shit out of me but i like it, the only thing i dont like is that all my words became so small i cant see what the hell i have write,meaning others can don bother to read as well god damn it fine,don read just come here shout watever u want at the tag board. Any way THANKS MICHELLE FOR DOING THIS FOR ME.

MY ASSESMENT IS OVER! and my work,oh my god ,one of my art piece was being photograph i am so happy! i thought none of them would be pick! but it got pick! i mean its me! nobody look at my work! but IT GOT PICK! ok i'll stop here im getting crazy people everything got pick to photograph i only 1 work got photograph happy until duno like wad.....BUT IT GOT PICKED!

After tomorrow im finally ready to party like hell cause my interview for the film course is tomorrow, and im suppose to do work for my port folio today but look what im doing now.LOL will work hard later la. They actually gave us a list for things to prepare for your film interview like it would help k la just wish me luck for my interview.

Well hope to party more soon,am going to contactu guys the day after tomorrow,LOVE YA!

Signing off as BRING DOWN THE HOUSE!

2007-04-24T10:23:00.000-07:00

Real tired lately work work work and more work the whole Lasalle VsF is going crazy preparing for their assesment,it have already started this week people are dying ,while me......im enjoying my time,HAHAHA! because my assesment date is May 4th next friday which leaves me almost a week to finish up my work, YEAH ROCK ON MAN! LOL K la i know i will rot in hell for not sufering with the rest but you know im just a tad bit lucky this year....MUHAHAHAHAHZ!

Finally the person who was kind enough to get me into this shit job at Tcc, Join in as well!!!! she is starting this friday closing shift i will visit her watch her die, muahahahahaz!!! (Meiz you work hard!i will be supporting you!)

I've just moved house from beloved Commenwealth to $%^%&# Ang Mo Kio ,hate the location but love the flat so will learn to live with it till im rich enough to get my own apartment ha! So this will CALL FOR A CELEBRATION! SINYEE'S HOUSE WARMING PARTY YOLLS!Some times i want to laugh im having my examination is less than a weeks time but im thinking of throwing multiple parties can die...........But still partying is wad keeps me going on these days so ATTENTION:FTPSS PEEPS KEEP YOURSELFS FREE RIGHT AFTER 8TH MAY ,PARTYING REQUIRED PARTYING REQUIRED(not to forget our favourite hobby-->MAJONG! lol )

TILL THEN!

Signing off as WE'LL BRING DOWN THE HOUSE!

2007-01-26T09:00:00.000-08:00

A sunset view of the place i grew up ,since when did i start missing this place so badly.....

Haiz.........school is terrible,except for homework there is still homework one week pile up another this sux seriously........aite aite thats the least of the problems work hard is the only way to move on what else?

Such a shitti day went to school so early because i want to attend the lecture in the end i was only late for 5 minutes and they lock me out have to seek shelter at the library which almost killed me there after an hour cant take it anymore went off the search for the rest at the canteen.........cant even find a single soul......was so bored that i decided to leave school and head the mall for some freash air~~~~great choice made if i had stayed on in school i'll only end up sleeping instead of getting anywork done,so i went and get myself some coffee at startbucks and start doing some work there totally awake after my cuppa hehe~

Its was a great atmosphere there compared to my school and i did my homework! whoa miracle! lol maybe i should head there every friday after my lecture, i'll get something done,eventually lol.

Classes are fine, homework are not ,only solution is to work hard and finish them all.

2007-01-20T12:17:00.000-08:00

TWO views of image out of Belinda house windows,lol i've taken so many pictures out of her house windows that i can start a collection liao~ now i can send pics via bluetooth to my com you guys can expect more flash back and nice pics i've taken over the years hehe~

Today is HORRIBLE my neighbourhood is FLOODED! and somemore choose when i go work that time flood.......seriously it just start raining for awhile only! and the water actually reach my knee cap when i walk towards the mrt station can die!~~~~end up from leg to knee completely drench have to pour water out of my shoe before i enter the mrt ......can die even after that my feet still feel like trap into two water bags walking around~~~whats worst- no even abit of water came out from the shoe! its all trap in !!!!!horrible feeling............

When reach work somemore have to go to the other side of the building to go squeeze as much water as i can out of the damn shoe,then take off my socks its horrible when i finish my feet still feel like trap in 2 water bottles........somemore almost late for work......hmrph~

So i end up working the whole day with my 2 damp feet untill just now then got release from the pain~~~~~~~my mum actually came to work to find me! i can't belive it ! somemore at my break time! and her friend have to go and force me to eat with them siao! i work there leh somemore wait for them to prepare my break time over just as i take the 1st bite liao le...in the end we alll go food court eat their horrid food........Lesson learn-never go and eat with my mum and her friend all they do is order alot of nice food bite one two mouth then the rest all throw for me to eat almost puke eating all the food there cannot stand them.....

Then later on they came and have coffee,i push all the things im trying to sell there lol~but before they left the place they have to leave 2 umbrellas there........i was suppose to bring them home and guess what? haha i left them there at work! why? haha i forgot to bring home also...............

Sinyee you are hopeless.

2007-01-19T10:48:00.000-08:00

Those were the days~~~ where our friendship is what kept me going on in those horrible school years this are the ladies that are the source of light to me during those dark days,especialy Puspa and Xiao hui my guardian angels in my class love you all, no amount of words can discribe my yearn to spent time with you people again.

Haha im back still as bad! got myself a brand new laptop! and finally online activities are resume as normal hahaha,i miss the blog so much that i actually went into dairy writing ,i can't belive myself.Finally after so many years i finally can display those pictures in my handphone,so now a great time for flash back haha.

Work is fine now adays but i still make blunders thanks to some kind souls who are kind enough to guide unlike some nonsense who love to blame and not correct.Finally going to get my pay in 14hours time lol ,after so much hard work im gonna get my friuts of labour god bless~~~

School is bad for me all week i manage to allow myself skip 2 classes i don't know whats wrong but im slacking off and im ashame hope to bounce right back next week and be able to get my homework done ,ya lots of shit to say but im still playing com instead of doing homework......

Aite all you guys should know Rain have come to Singapore i have been trying ways to get his tickets ever since i 1st heard of the concert but oh god nearly 500 bucks whats wrong you people im really poor! so i enter luckydraw instead hoping to find a free door in to the concert but lazy me filled the contest form bought the item to enter but in the end lost my receipt and miss the dead line......................................so today more funny my school actually got luckydraw for Rain concert after buying 3 bottles of the bloody drink all i win is bloody keychains and 2 Rain posters......................................................................is there still anyhope i can go to the concert? free?

2006-12-23T11:15:00.000-08:00

PLEASE READ THE PREVIOUS ENTRY IF YOU HAVEN DONE SO!
BY ORDER OF MISS SYD KING OF THIS BLOG! lolx.

Aight today i kinda wasted it all away because i woke up at 3pm almost died when i saw the time...and i made myself breakfast YA AT 3PM and sat infront of the tv watching MTV ASIA AWARDS(miss it the other time), RIVER MAYA ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the animation was nice yo this kinda thing rocks man hope i'll get a chance to learn animation one day hehe~ and spent all the time watching tv till my mum came home and i start preparing myself for the night.

Hehe remember the entry i wrote about Lee Wei Song school?(if u dont,den go find that entry Thursday, November 02, 2006 under NOVEMBER) ya they are having a trinity competition! and fourtuanately my cousin got into top 10! im soooooo glad thanks to her i've got a ticket to go see the competition! Its called trinity because there is like 3 genres of competition best Composer,best Lyrics and best singer so the top 10 composers will work with the top 10 lyrics and the top 10 will get to sing the songs really cool way of competition i've never heard any of this kind before...(ok im stupid cannot ar?really never heard of ma)the competition was great get to hear some really good music though the singing kinda dissapoint me a little only 4 or 5 manage to impress me with their singing(ok im nobody to criticise but im audience ma!)some songs were written really well and i think some off the hot singers now if they ever get to sing songs like those it will be thier blessing and it will surely be a great hit.

My cousin was the last performer i almost died waiting lolx i was kinda worried she might not win becus got a few not bad and she is doing a fast song so maybe she might lost it some way but when she finish her song i was sooooo convince she would win! though she didnt get best singer the song she perform got best overall song! the lyrics and music was perfect together plus my cousin voice it was a perfect combination, and i get to hear the song twice how lucky~~~i really hope this song will be publish , sooooooon!

Hehe so happy to have went for the concert it was great really,my sacrifice of money from the leave i took was definetely worth it later on in the night im gonna go see my cousin again she is doing carols at bugis im like now her fanatic fan hahahaha feel so weird to see her near me today because i almost felt i should see her from a far like how i see idols lol im crazy she is family ok! family family family family......fan fan fan im a fan of her......... lolx

2006-12-23T10:02:00.000-08:00

Hahaha im back and im Bad!......Siao! ok gonna write what happened yesterday becus its really worth writing and will post one more about today.......u know people! how i write i need 5 post to complete 2 days! lolx~~

The Picture above is taken once again by MYSELF haha i did a description about this pic in my last entry but unfortuanately i deleted that entry so u didnt read it ur lost wakakakaka!

After my ever long lasting lousy day at work i went to find Eshiqa to continue my new found part time job WITHOUT PAY... to keep Eshiqa company and to say hi at everybody who came in the shop hehe...thanks to the holiday season hundred and one people came to the shop to buy shirts(Eshiqa is working at a mens boutique) then came along this guy...with his girlfriend(or i hope is the sister) oh men when he came in i almost faint..HE IS ONE HOT GUY ! and i just watch how the girl fuss over him pulling hundred and one shirt at him to try finally she ask me if i could measure his size so i got Eshiqa to do it (thinking back why shouldnt i do it!) though Itch knew his size since that girl wasso determine to get his size measured ofcourse we do it la,so that lucky bitch was able to go like THIS - CLOSE to him! as she was measuring his collar size!bet she is enjoying it but then he had a girlfriend!(or sister i hope)so they went fussing for another minute or so about which shirt to try on and then....THE MOMENT FOR HIM TO STRIP...lolx no la~~thanks to that freaking small shop they dun even have a changing room,they only have this wooden block thing forgot its name to block one part of the shop which have a big full length mirror thats when evil came...i was sitting right infront of the changing place and i quickly shifted myself~~~see no evil girl see no evil!...and we both stand beside the counter~~hehe minutes later he emarge and boy dont he look good in that shirt but he didnt like it so he want to change it off thats when evil came again...not like i wanted to look at him ma....but people tend to look around ma.....so i kind of turn 45 degree my left and saw........his really muscular,back.He was bending a little oh god!!!!! u should see that bone i almost died there and quickly turn away! i was like blushing man! i manage to keep quiet ok until my dear Eshiqa have saw it as well and start making noises like woooooo we both cant control ourself and start laughing like hell(the silent laughing ofcourse we dun wan to be like perverts!)when he came out we both manage to stay a straight face though smiling really bad and blushing really bad... then he said thanks and bye to Itch with his ever so cuteeeeeeeeee face and lovely smile~suddenly out of no where he look at me and said bye i smiled sweetly back at his lovely face and said bye too~after he left both of us just died laughing there! OH MY GOD WHAT A HOTTIE HE ALMOST KILLED US THERE IN THE SHOP MAN! after he left we just aint ourself anymore we start drooling and laughing there non stop what a treat man wat a treat~~~then a while i went to stand at the position he was bending down and changing his clothes......i saw something,...THAT POSITION! FROM THAT ANGLE! FROM THE REFLEXTION FROM THE MIRROR CAN SEE THE PLACE WE WERE STANDING!!!!!! he must have saw us looking at him and laughing so bad there! thats why la i never even serve him at all but he still come and smile and say bye to me oh god he must have saw all those "he is so hot" face i did to Eshiqa!!!!!!!! we both just want to die of embarrasment there in the shop.Thats why we went back home 40 minutes late due to unable to figure out the bills............

Moral of the story----->dun ever bring your hot boyfriend to any boutique without a proper changing room,the sale girls there might just happily go kidnapped ur boyfriend,BEWARE.

2006-12-14T11:00:00.000-08:00

Muhahahaha im back after so long...quite tired this few days becus started work....will back to that later... Aite! the picture above is my BELOVED/DARLING/DEAREST/AHHHHHH ZHENG YUAN CHANG! when to the air port to see him,because i was going to miss star awards due to work.... so i have to see him! this is his 1st time coming to Singapore! (at least thats wat i noe..) my like maybe Last chance to see him here! soooooo glad he came almost died when i see him!!!!!! so glad to have met my beloved Yuan Chang one day just one day! i'll be able to work with him! get him to act in my movies! lol!!!

Aite aite,the picture below is me! taken byMYSELF is showing me trying to sell myself at Clark Quay lol went there after i saw my darling Yuan Chang Determine to follow his flight back to duno where was trying ways to sell myself so i can get money to buy Air tickets...ya belive me!trying to sell ma self at Clark Quay........Clark Quay? is there any chicks selling themself there? lolx.............

Haha this few days have just started work not like.....i want to blame Shu Wan....not like.....i want to blame my job....but.......WHY U F^&%^#$%$&^INTRO THAT STUPID JOB TO ME HUH BLUFF HUH SAY AT ORCHARD HUH! HUH SAY U'LL BE WORKING THERE HUH DEN IN THE END WHO WROK THERE HUH WHO?ME MYSELF AND I AR! I CAN FUCKING WRITE A SONG....NO TEN SONGS ABOUT HOW MY JOB IS TRYING TO TEMPER WITH MY PATIENCE! AND ONE FINE DAY I'LL FLIP AND I'LL BREAK WATEVER THAT IS GLASS IN THAT SHOP!(JUST KIDDING LA U THINK I SIAO DE MEH I WONT DO THAT SO DON SUE ME U ASS HOLES).........cant belive i tookup a job as a freaking waitress when i told myself its my principle not to be a waitress becus the job is not only about service....ITS ABOUT CLEANING!!!!! i freaking quit Market place because i have to wash that fucking room every night now wat do i get myself?????another cleaner job huh this time worst wat sweep the fuck floor la, mop the freaking place la,clean tables la! die ar u pay me i also dun wan do ar!ya la ya la! in the end wat la still i go do la! bloody hell!

I know it sux its against wat i wanted to do but I Lee Sin Yee once started on a job no matter how hard i'll still go on becus MONEY STANDS ABOVE ALL THINGS...........lolx alright got some anger out now feeling better....lucky today the work load not that bad or else i would have curse all the managers there and get sued bad! lolx it aint that bad la just joking up there i just hate cleaning thats all the rest is just fine so far so good i just broke like one tea pot,threw ice over at customers,holding the tip of people fork and serve to them...infront of my manager....,irritated my co workers by not memorising the menu in the end write crap order and get scold....watever...O'LL NEVER QUIT UNLESS U FIRE ME! lolx hope i can still cope and not get thrown out lolx.

Damn my blog is becoming boring i hate wat i write will be more interesting next time too lazy to change this entry so....read it ba and fuck me at the comments section if u cant like some body go get ur self an account la wa liao want me put tag board u think i so free huh!

2006-12-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

HAHA im back!and you know wad!i've got a job!look at that smart ass face of mine!and you'll know...i've survive curses from my mum and Wei Siong both say i won't get a job! well screw you both!im working no matter wad!
The picture beside me is taken by Eshiqa duing her trip to Malaysia she love cows lolx no la its not every day u see a real live cow walking beside you! so have to take a picture!lolx glad she didnt get bang by any of those cows....well lucky she is back to Singapore safely! yeah!and earlier den she said hehe my waiting days are over~~

Hehe so happy i've got a job~~ well the guess is over, im hired by Tcc like i said, its fated it will be my job, just a little changes haiz...wont be working with Shu wan nor will be working at Orchard I've been sent to some dead town to service rich people.......I WANT TO WORK AT ORCHARD LA WHY FUCKING SENT ME TO A DEAD TOWN! IT IS BECUS THE LOCATION AT TOWN THEN I GO INTERVIEW FOR THAT JOB WAN LEH!haiz..........bad habit of mine everytime when i go for any interview no matter wat the hell people say all i know is to reply"yes yes""no problem""sure sure""its ok its ok"......everything they ask i agree siao wan me haiz...too nervous ma so never request to work in town.....haiz.....but nevermind...atleast i've got a job and will be able to mend the big hole in ma bank hehe!

Went with Shu Wan to the interview today she is not happy with the job so she not going to accept it i think...haiz...anyway thanks to her i've got the job,if not her i would have never interview a waitress job that means....i wont get a job....BECAUSE THE REST OF THE FREAKING JOB I'VE INTERVIEWED ALL NEVER CALL ME!!!!!!IM SUCH A GOOD CANDIDATE WHY DON USE ME ALL OF YOU IS MORONS! AND U KNOW WAD IM NOT GONNA BUY ANY THING FROM YOUR FREAKING SHOP! EVER! yaya im done with that anyway im sooooooooooo happy today being with Shu Wan is like being with your old friend and feeling like your 11 all over again haiz love to be with her but time is sooo short,although she is having holiday but she have to work most of the time then go church bla bla bla haiz...maybe i should join church just to spent more time with her? no la.....i'll never go to church......its not me..........haiz so sad so sad i wanna spent more time with Shuwan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-12-03T11:49:00.000-08:00

I just want to die this job hunting like never ending you know i already write for so many hours le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wei siong even fall asleep reading the part 1! ok here goes.........

~Part 5~(might be the last)... do read part1~4 1st before reading this!
Ok not long after that the one at Raffles shopping centre called asking me to go down again at 3 30 for 2nd interview so kinda feel i would get the job because....i think so...ok so the next day which is friday i just went to the 2nd interview never find job le since yesterday find so many liao might la i might get one la! the interview sux it was a japanese interviewing me oh that shop im applying for is a jap accesories shop so the boss must be jap la~ok he call me Shin yi lol and ask me stupid question like why do you want to work?........ofcourse because of money la moron! but i start telling long story about wad my family poor la i need to pay my own school fees la blabla bla then he ask me again so do u think when u start school the amount of money u'll be able to earn is enough?......ofcourse not la u moron! but i say erm i try lo!.........then he laugh when i go he laugh again siao huh you laugh laugh beat you ar moron! At 1st i dun really want to go fill up the form for Liz Caliborne or Mexx or watever boutique under you all la but then hor the bloody jap say will call me if never call me then tat means i never got the job fed up wait for calls again so i went to Scotts incase i failed to get myself a job.....then i go fill up the form at scott shopping centre whoa scary sia when i finish the woman immidietely sent me to her manager sia whoa on the spot interview! okok then she ask me did i came there because i read the newspaper i say no lazy to explain what brought me here i just say im a walk in interview bla bla bla den she shake my hands saying WILL CALL ME NEXT WEEK!and wad hope to see you see you and i say thank you ! thank you! finally slam the door and went home.

Finally finish liao.............haiz why must i say about all this thing so stupid you know make me write from 2am or maybe earlier till now is 4am liao haiz....okok im WAITING FOR CALL now at home a few more hours some one will call me ba,wonder who will hire me guess guess ba friends! and do include none will hire you as one of your choices.......

REALLY TIRED! sign off !!Sinyee!!.............. end of "job hunting"

2006-12-03T11:04:00.000-08:00

IF YOU HAVEN READ MY PREVIOUS ENTRIES OF PART 1,2AND3 DO NOT READ PART 4 BECAUSE.....I SAY SO!oh the picture is taken by MYSELF at east coast i think these 2 are quite nice.

Alright i hope this is the last....ok where was i...wait i go check 1st!oh ok alright so i went to ask a job at tcc though i say i dun want waitress job but then for Shu wan im willing lolx and the day went like this.....1st stop--Tcc i went there saw May and Choi the VJs ya very preety i like them almost went and pester them for signatures but then that is never me and never will be...anyway i was asking for a job there if i go and pester their customer he probably throw me out hahaz alright waited for so long then he only give me a form to fill up soooo long got 3 pages siao people want to know so much for wat only part time ma! ok after that finish they say will call you! again and again haiz...then i went and did some shopping for Eshiqa then rush off to 2nd stop--Raffles Shopping centre was a little early for the interview so i shop around then i saw the Mexx there put out a sign right at the bottom they say part time position available but then i left with 15min so i went up for the interview 1st just to fill up form again they say wat today choose candidates will have 2nd interview will call me if im choosen bla blabla okok after that i went to Mexx and ask that woman, say no part time position at that outlet ask me go scott scott there and check because there got, so since i still have so much time b4 i go meet up with itch i went back to orchard to3rd stop- scott shopping centre but then found out there is no Mexx boutique there i so angry why the woman lie to me bloody hell BUT not willing to quit i called up all my friends in the end only Puspa was able to help me check the address for me online THANKS PUSPA!i found there is one outlet at ISETAN the one written at the web is called wad Isetan scott i think thats why the woman say scott scott? make no sense she could have just say Lido or Isetan watever i went there that time my leg half swollen liao la but then i still never see Mexx boutique anywhere leh i wan to cry liao le.....just as i was about to leave i suddenly saw one of the section at isetan got this sign name Mexx whoa so happy finally found so i went up and ask in the end she just ask me to leave my number haiz....so no choice lo after running here and there with my hurt leg i really very tired le....so i went to wait for the shuttle bus to bring me to great world to find itch.........when i reach there quite tired le but still im not confident in getting any of the jobs i went for today in the end i just roam around great world seeing if any shop is hiring......found two sign up for one and got a name card asking me to go direct interview......then when i check my phone got one miss call leh! at 1st i dun wan to call back de but then the number look like from orchard de so i called back...."hello Liz Claiborne may i help you?"...-huh?oh erm i got a miss call from this number-...."wats ur name?"-oh Lee Sin Yee?-"oh my collegue said you were looking for part time job?"-erm ya?- "ok so u come down and fill up the form and we will talk about it ok"-oh ok erm where huh-"Liz Caliborne Scott shopping centre"-erm whats the Unit number?-"02-07"- erm is this Mexx boutique huh?-"No its Liz Caliborne"-oh erm ok thanks bye-...........??????????????????i go ask Mexx for job ma why Liz Caliborne call me so confuse sia what the hell?

Why i just want to write about these little things why sooooooooooo long even i cannot stand it haiz.........pls look foward to part 5................

2006-12-03T10:29:00.000-08:00

I ALREADY WRITE VERY SHORT LIAO WHY YOU STILL COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bloody bear cant you just read it huh want to sleep want to sleep kilL you ar!okok those who is wondering who is itch/Eshiqa ,thats her in the pic beside me, i call her exotic beauty/Eshiqa/Komathi/F/R/^#$$%&#$ she got alot of names now i feel like calling her ah ka lolx or is it ah ga or is it ah gua lolx....muhahahahahahaha having fits here itch!

Alright i think this is the last part if i manage alright i did look at the newspaper the rest of the days there was a towel attendent at novena california fitness position and duno where i also forget but then i just thought the HMV job would be better so i waited patiently till the 28th to call the manager instead......i call at 10am.....not on her desk pls call back an hour later......11am...still not back think she is at a meeting cal back at 1pm.........2pm......hello? hi im calling to enquire if there is vacancies for partim-NOT AT THE MOMENT....huh hello?NOT AT THE MOMENT...oh ok thankyo--hung up.........BLOODY BIATCH CANT YOU JUST GIVE ME A BLOODY JOB!!!!!!!!CANT YOU JUST HIRE ME!!!!!!!!!THAT BLOODY PLACE IS SO FUCKING BIG!!!!!!!!!NO JOB AT ALL?????????YOU ASS HOLE YOU!!!!!!i am sooooooo pissed off by that counter woman who said there are vacancies im so pissed off with that manager who didnt hire me im so pissed of with HMV i want to call itHIV and i want to burn down HIV plus that counter girl and the manager i want to burn them down you know wait so long still don have job waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Ok no point pondering so next day i set off finding job but fail because i went to play with itch instead but the next day which is thursday 30th of nov early in the morning shuwan sms me asking me i find job already or not whoa her timing very correct hor? just on the day im going to find job u sms me that job must be fated to be mine! haha!she intro me tcc so i decided to give it a go because she say she might be working there so we might you know work together then we can see each other more often le...I MISS YOU SHU WAN!so i went to the tcc at orchard and also called up this accesories store for an interview too... hehe like very long liao hor....NVM i stop here continue in part 4!!!!

2006-12-03T09:50:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA i just want to upload more pics so i created part2 siao me! both pictures taken by MYSELF the one below is the latest and my most happy with picture taken at east coast and on the top is Eshiqa holding her liquor lolx i loveee this pic i've taken of her because it looks like the front page of some "relax urself travel to bali!' magazine! yaya i like to brag about the photos i've taken and yes i know for some experts this pictures are nothing but crap but then again i,myself like the others....love to praise ourselfs,just like some people who cannot draw say their drawing"very nice" ,like some people who cannot sing say they sing very nice,like some MORONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHO THINK THEY CAN DANCE BUT THEY ONLY CAN FUCKING FOLLOW THE FUCKING STEPS THEIR FUCKING TEACHER EVER TAUGHT THEM!DARE TO SAY THEIR FUCKING DANCE IS "VERY NICE"!! and like so many other morons in the world i belive that the pictures i've taken are'very nice'hehe.

Alright back to job hunting ok i waited till sat Zara never called, borders never bother too haiz...so sad so sad...so on monday when my exam finish i went out and play with ma homies lolx but still with my mind set on getting a job!so unfortunately when i pass by suntec,pass by topshop at 9pm i saw the sign they say looking for partimers and full time as well but it was already 9pm so it was stupid to go in to ask for a job,i decided to go the next day....Next day after sending Rita off me and itch went to topshop just to find out their bloody partimers are like fulltimers must work 6 days a week and cannot only until end of dec so ok means i cant get it so fuck it.....then we went shopping around suntec...for jobs but all want fulltimers hey watz up with all the part timejob huh?well but when i pass by HMV i went to enquire and i still remember that stupid woman really said yes there are vacancies you can call this number after the 28th! she said got vacancies ok got ok! but what happen? find out in part 3 i want to upload more pictures since i miss out so much last time muhahahahaha.

2006-12-03T08:45:00.000-08:00

OH YEAH I FINALLY MANAGE TO UPLOAD PICTURE LE!!!!! previous attempts have cause my com to crash on me lucky this time never i think the com have become slightly better after the virus scan i did watever i could do with the Norton programme haiz i hate my com.......

Anyway this picture was taken by MYSELF that day when i went with Eshiqa to the beach to get her sea water,purpose?ask her!......haha love the sea and water and sunshine hate the rain because it made me go running here and there the hide from it....but the rain have cause the sky to change its colour due to that i was lucky to take alot of nice nice picture want to see some? go see my frienster ba!

Haven been writing at all,duno how many days le,PEOPLE WHO R STUPID ENOUGH TO READ THIS HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?MISS ME?seems like there are more people den i have expected that are reading this blog I AM SOOO HAPPY TO HEAR THIS MUHAHAHAHA!okok i stop my nonsense what so interesting that have happen in my life so far........Ah! ok tell you guys about my hunting job exprience this few days...weeks....almost month if i still dun get one.....

To start off i started right at November the 15th few days before the 20th the day my exam finish i look at the stupid newspaper.........nothing but nonsense got fed up and call up Eshiqa complaining she told me why not try the places she work before? so i went becus she was going to town and could company me to go interview.....hehe

1st stop---Borders that big book shop at Wheelock place lucky got the guy who was going in the office or i wonder how i get in they actually lock their office up! for wad? siao huh who want to steal ur papers????anyway i just fill up the form, met that legendary old woman,spelled sales assistent wrongly and left waiting for calls....

2nd stop---Zara whoa so many forms to fill i filled up two forms leh! all long long de and ask so many stupid question anyway after i finish the lady kinda gave me a interview but still ask me go home and wait for calls......still i left feeling that i got the job.....haha wat a joke to think back now......

Ok the next day borders called asking me why cannot start on monday the 20th but only can start on 21st i say i got exam so no choice and half heartedly i hope i got the Zara job instead so when she put down saying she will call back which i doubt i didnt regret at all whoa so proud you know when i just lost the most possible!,quite,good,job!!!!!haiz so regret so regret nowww i want to die la stupid borders why dun hire meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!i can start next day liao ma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and bloody Zare never call at all...SCREW YOU I'LLNEVER BUY UR STUFF EVER!@#%%^$%$&&*&$&^!!!

Ok end of job hunting part 1 will continue part 2 soon or else people complain my entries very long all words they dun wan to read....bla bla bla la can u people just read some words so lazy de!

2006-11-16T09:35:00.000-08:00

Since Eshiqa refuse to reply my message on msn i have nothing better to do but to type away here.....stupid woman you better be asleep not watching vcd or i'll kill you.....

Ya right suddenly remember this incident that happen around this few days....well im now out job hunting went orchard yesterday for walk in interviews and Wing called me.......asking me if i want to go Hong kong with her...........ya like i dun want to...........a fewmonths ago when i ask her if she want to go with me this holiday........she was not sure and made me gave up all hopes of going to Hong kong......now when im ready to go get myself a job and work hard......she have to to come tempt me woth Hong Kong....HONG KONG......HONG KONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OH GOD I LOVE THAT COUNTRY!!!!!why why WHY???? you ask me now ofcourse i can't go my mum certainly won't allow we are sooo freaking poor! for god sakes why do you think i need a job my bank account freaking have a hole in it haiz.....finally stomping out the idea of going to Hong Kong ever this year i sit back hime today waiting for calls to call me to work.....well one called but i think she gave up on ever hiring me because i cant start work on the 20th..........ya do that to me lady....well THEN Fang called me today......asking me.....if,i want,to,go,to,Hainan Island,to,her,beautiful,house,in,a,beautiful,country,at,a,low,very,low,price,.....................great just great............and i have to open my mouth to yet reject another beautiful holiday........TWICE,TWICE,TWICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FRIENDS DO NOT DO THIS TO ME!!!!! oh god wat the hell is wrong..............hiaz....ya right i reject the whole world to get a job but the job don't call me for god sake......haiz please call me babies!!!!!!or i'll have to look again!next tues....

I AM REALLY A KID WITH HER HOLIDAY BUSTED. O________O

2006-11-16T09:04:00.000-08:00

haiz...im just so lazy to write blog every day well maybe i should quit writing? since there are only 2 people reading this??? haha then again i have a big mouth with no audience sooo i might as weel write it and force people to read it muhahahaaaaa.

i've just add comments at wei siong blog he is sooo going to kill me for writing crap there haha nevermind i have a big blog with no comments so Wei siong you are so welcome to scold me in my blog lolxxxxxx.

Well i went to watch Step Up a few days ago i think its great in terms of the dancing and music,thats how people work yo,thats the school they go to,Art school where a bunch of maniac work there with big dreams.....though in my school you dun really get to see dancers and musicians playing and dancing around they are at the other block away from the design blocks so your only lucky when they are willing to open their class room and play a few tunes for fun. Well there are concerts though so students studying there can still listen to them which is great yo...so far i went for one but i was very tired that day and they were doing Jazz i almost fell asleep and i left before i get beat up lolx.....looking forward to the next one i think im gonna stay in that school for good, i just love it too much to leave now lolxxx....

2006-11-12T08:55:00.000-08:00

i've been eating alot lately.........since the day when assesment was over i went stuffing myself with food none stop.......eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eatEAT EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT haizzzzz.....i've increase more weight than i lose......so sad have to start work all over again......lucky holiday now can start to work out liao.........haizzzzzz so guilty before writing this i was still munching Lays potato chips can die man........

Lately i lend Eshiqa the meteor garden1 vcd,and like all other girls who knows good stories she fell in love with it not to mention how much tears she shed.....she is probably sleeping now or..... still watching the vcd that crazy girl went and watch the vcd whole night till morning and went straight to work......what is wrong with her??????how to work not to mention she have 10 hours of work ahead of her SIAO! is what i call her........haiz recalled so many of the beautiful memories of meteor garden haiz i hope i can find the chinese version of the animation and lets Eshiqa see thats the better version man the taiwan version is nothing but nonsense change so many important parts of the story what e hell man!!!haiz people u shouldwait for my version im sure i can capture the true essence of the story.....hehehehe

hey people any went for the BIENNALE? i forgot to post that day up it was soooo funny ya maybe i'll post it next draft or people will complain how freaking long my blog is LOL.....

signing off-------kid with holiday busted------O_o?

2006-11-11T12:50:00.000-08:00

haiz.....sometimes i wonder if the term fail should be change to my name Sinyi instead because life for me now is just a total failure.....i retake my Os to passed, but yesterday i retook that subject to fail all over again....i went to art school and spent so much time and sleepless nights working just to find i fail again and have to retake all the subjects again......wat e hell is wrong? everything is wrong!!!!!! after november the 20th iwas suppose to enjoy life,get a job,get my car licence,get my motor licence,take up music lesson,take up dance lesson......but all these just vanish you know its all gone now i have to spent those precious time to do what? DO FUCKING ART! why do i have to do all this shit????i duno you know im sooooooo fucked up!!!!!,i just want to learn that fucking film course in that school why have to draw this draw that huh do what 3d forms huh? use wat fuck wires to do wat human head it makes no sense you know to work hard doing all this crap huh so wat if i can do all this shit huh?next year when i apply the fucking film course huh knowing nuts about it huh wat show them my fucking drawing as my portfolio?HUH DRAWING FOR FILM COURSE?????SIAO! like they going to accept me like that make no fucking sense you know never even let us learn anything fucking thing about video wat so ever so how am i suppose to do my port folio huh bloody GO SHOW THEM MY DRAWINGS LA siao people i hate em all all this just makes me hate drawing you know,they better BETTER acept me for the film course huh im gonna do all this shit drawings im telling u and i'll make sure make the fucking sure i get into that course if i fucking dont!I'LL BURN DOWN THAT SCHOOL,KILL A FEW LECTURERS AND RUN AWAY FROM TH COUNTRY(THIS IS ALL KIDDING DONT YOU PEOPLE EVER DARE TO SUE ME FOR THREATENING WATSOEVER!!!)Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! this world sux man,i sux man got to be so stupid huh cant even study for christ sake better of dead you know huh i this kind of people jolly well go and work at some place la earn like fucking 1k per month like that la don need to study la...Arghhhhh my future is just filled with more problems and no answers......AND I HAVE NO HOLIDAY NO REST TIME JUST WORK WORK WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signing off.......HOLIDAY BUSTED KID 0_0?

2006-11-03T07:31:00.000-08:00

HEY THIS IS MY VERSION OF TOKYO DRIFT!

FOR MY ONE AND ONLY AFRICAN 'AFRICAN GODESS' ESHIQA!!!!!

MANY MANY DIAMONDS DANGLIN,WANNA KILL ESHIQA SAN BY STRANGLIN

SHE HATE ME,FRY ME,TRYME,BAKE ME

ALL OF THE ABOVE BECAUSE SHE CAN'T GET ME!

I DUN WAN NO PURU BER LEM

BECUS I AM PROFESSIONAL

O'LL GET SOME GUYS THAT SHE OFFENDED TO KILL HER

HATERS TAKE IT PERSONAL!

Sinyi 2007 look at Sinyi 2006 writings and almost puke---this one in particular shows how childish she is.............

2006-11-03T06:43:00.000-08:00

Hey introduce you guys to a song that can drive some people crazy check it out!

Tokyo Drift(fast and furious) by Teriyaki boys

I wonder if you know How they live in Tokyo If you see me then you mean it Then you know you have to go Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift) Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift) [Repeat]

[Japanese verse]Rasha ii, omachito sama kenso mamiro konoma chinoenso dama tamama ichii do itsu eoi de sikayju miryu suruhudoni ko kana Japan, Ichiban Jump around sawchirono deban Teriyaki Boyz in the place to be he said intyaro kai in VIP

many many diamonds danglin Bag full of money we stranglin Hate me, fry me, bake me, try me All the above cuz you can't get in I don't want no puro buremu Because muy professional Make you, shake you, ketsu (Thank you!) Haters take it personal

[Japanese verse]like kakanada tai tets o now drop it on lets go now na nachima mai nimits o lets not chiki chima over wets go nets go tsuhilohilo over every color esgo esgol ju waktu chunai niikro new waksu itsukunai pingpoi

[Chorus]
HI. Wakashteruya Boyz. ateyuma kitobas noise. manshij kitemas indaghe tow banow gazmo windemas beyshiku wasupplies de. majmanchika abunai te. ninjehu kenjahu dakido geisha all on the rocks say karanosha

Should see me in the parking lot 7-11 is the spot Fights with wings and shiny things And lions, tigers, bears, Oh my ride We're furious and fast Super sonic like JJ Phat An' we rock cuz the wheels are fly Can't be doubt with a baseball bat

like kakaru a kiyo koto sa matata in dey soki sayk yo ingosipta sh*to fokusai tekimatzailo kwanzai fola kwanza fara daka bumotosto dojidas score four points from far east coast to dosi sai watashi no kansito

[Chorus]

ya, ichipa mayni chito kitong kitas hito aylam tobi tobida mueruyo sh*to bochi bochi na kuma nigi dasusu kochi kochi eh hito a puro do resow machu subetenu rekong mechakari mundantesha fu guchaw chan fast an furious

It's gotta be the shoes Gotta be the furs That's why ladies choose me All up in the news Cuz we so cute That's why we so huge Harajuku girls know how i feel They respect i keeps it real Not a Chinaman cuz I ain't from China man I am Japan man

[Girls Talking]You see him come and go out of the black Benz SLR. I wonder where he get that kind of money? Don't worry about it. Lets Go

[Chorus]........

PUrrrrrFect song to sing to the person u want to annoy!

2006-11-02T09:49:00.000-08:00

WELL FINALLY IM FREE FROM LASALLE!!!! for a short time....well at least thats something cant even come here and write when i got soooooo much to say!to who? i dont know! lol hahahahaha. Anyway got sooooo much to write here this pass few weeks but all i remember is.........tired didnt sleep work,tired didnt sleep work,tired didnt sleep work....lol but there is this one day that i remember it was one of those tired didnt sleep work days,on a thursday 19/10/06 start right off from 12am just finish struggling with photoshop,and was rushing the night to complete my essay,but when the moment isnt right u just cant write anything...so gave up on 3am and went to sleeep,only to find out in the morning i have overslept....woke up at 9 30am,have to carry on searching for facts for the essayand try to write it again till 11am force myself to get ready in 5 min and ran out of the house to attent my practical exam only to find yet again,the exam is starting late and u have to leave the place later and u could have spend more time at home writing ur essay......but instead u end up sleeping in class,people offering u milo,and bad dreams.....then wake up entering the exam lab with ur head half pounding due to sudden jerking awake........and den resulting to u acting crazy in the exam lab......for example actualy have the nerve to laugh there at the exam lab because the question was so easy that you should not have spent time studying at all,and have the guy infront of me risk of being caught cheating looking at me time to time like im some kind of wacko.........finally the exam ended i was laughing again while walking back home but stop when i reach home because my fucking essay was not finish yet and my drawing class have already started......finally finish everything by 3.30pm and have to take a cab down towards school,hand up my essay,steal 2 minutes to laugh at the dumb guy irritating the poor staff about how to write his essay title,steal 3 seconds to look at my beloved lecturer before heading up to my so very late drawing lesson....only to find god love me so much that i have miss the 1st part of the lesson my lecturer have used to scold lazy students like me......hahahahahahahaha sooooo lucky well lucky i turn up for the lesson learn a new techniqe to draw but still got commented by my teacher on how i draw my model eyes like she is drunk...she have to kill me some way or another.....finally finish class,steal 15 seconds to look at my beloved lecturer again then rush off to the car park to board a horning cab,swallowed half a packet of fried rice on the way...WAH THIS DAY SOOO LONG IM TIRED OF TYPING LIAO!....finally some peace when i reach esplanade...so tired when i reach there......half drain already.....then.....IT WAS THE MOMENT THAT IM TRYING TO TYPE HERE HALF AN HOUR AGO!.........when i entered the theater,that day was the day my beloved cousin was going to perform at a concert,although so much drama happend i manage to reach there alive and i was rewarded soooooooooooooooo much sooooooooooooooooo much sooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!i entered the concert thinking about wat kind of pesky kids was going to waste my night away,if not for my cousin i wouldnt even be there-----only to slap myself all the way home for thinking that way when i walk out of the theater---------IT WAS GREAT FREAKING GOOD NOTHING BUT GOOOOOOOOOODGOOOOODGOOOOOD......i sooo regret not bringing half of my school there to listen to them they were sooo good!!!!belive it or not i almost cried when my cousin finish the song...people reading wondering wat song? serve u right for not knowing it because u r not there lol thanks to my cousin im now a pesky fan of almost everyone of them at the concert lol so next time if u could get ur pesky hands on any of leeweisong school of music associated concerts u better get them or u'll regret!.......finally i finished this day by fainting in bed with a big smile on my face.....hahahahaha.

2006-11-02T09:42:00.000-08:00

....................that day felt like a few years ago,that day, i really didnt want to step my foot into that area,that road,that.....place-----toapayoh..... Well the same feeling came again when i was force...by...myself................to walk towards KELANTAN RD,hate hate that place,hate hate that shop.....hate hate that man....hate HATE WIRES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

i look at my past photos, i look at my present photos,i found out something.I can never pose or smile like the past again.i try to do the same smile and pose just now infront of the damn mirror but i cant.No i haven change that much my face is still the same,but i cant get that look, that haughthy,naughty look i just cant do it anymore.The picture that i have now are smileling sweetly,in a cool note,i try to do poses and add a little drive to the photo...but nothing came out,damn this sux,i dun really like looking all sweet and cute, it looks a little disgusting to me.Im not sweet and cute!ofcourse i dun wan my pictures keep turning out that way!oh this really sux.Just hope this phase past really soon and i can see myself on that piece of paper looking all naugthy and full of juive again.
This few days really is a total nightmare!!!!i think Bugis that damn place,just really wants me to be there forever man!i cant leave that place!!!!i just been force to go walking down that damn street towards sim lim again and again and again!!!!!
Lets start from Monday,after school classmates decided to go bugis, the grand place name kelantan rd,to go get fucking fucking FUCKING wires......ok so we went there,got lost half way under the big hot sun,wanting to die so bad,cannot locate thedamn shop,so after alot of drama and time past we found out tat the aliminium wires cost $30 per kg.......we need........3Kg that means $90 or more! wow like we are so rich! I'LL DIE A HUNDRED YEARS TO BUY THAT! damn school they can actually ask us to buy these kind of things seriously i feel like killing them!!!!!ok after running around like a mad person wasting SOOO MUCH TIME!i did not get any wires.....we decided to go ask the teachers if we could use cheap wires instead.OK now we move on to tuesday,i had my last printmaking lesson....oh god im soo gonna miss that lesson!!!!!well anyway the last lesson was a tour around stpi so i went there.....and sleep there......that woman name laura....is a great person.....to put u into.......deep deep deep deep bore and coma....not my fault.Then i end up walking forever.........towards............BUGIS, AGAIN,but luckily not for wires,but very weird why did i end up walking back to bugis again?ok go on towards wed the most most DISGUTING DAY I HAD EVER!i had info about getting aluminium at only $30 for 3kg ok thats resonable so i was going to get that so we reach there i went with Rita and Eshiqa to the cheap wire shop first i see them getting the wires not only did Rita slash some money off those wires are really cheap man i really wanted to get it but den i have to see the aluminium 1st!so i went out of that shop seeing the man preparing to close their shop....really im still dumb enough to leave that shop without getting wires,carrying heavy wires,feeling the pain from the cut i got when i fell,that wasn't good no not at all i was already all fuck up den but i had to HAD TO see that damn alumimium wires to belive IT COST $90++for 3kg i have to see myself i sitll belive how i can get them for $30 yaya so on i wentwalking down there watsoever and found out not only they sell them at $30 perkg they only sell them roll by roll which is 6kg.......hahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHhahahahahaha like im going to buy it........so i walk back towards the other shops stupidly trying to get thecheaps WIRES and guess wat?they ALLL CLOSE DOWN on me......i really cant belive my luck.....going to bugis forever for the pass 3 days AND I STILL CANNOT GET MY WIRES!!!!i really could kill a person den REALLY WAT E HELL WAS ALL THIS, huh walking there wasting 3days duno how many hours when i have somuch hmwk to be done at home AND STILL DUN GET THE WIRES! wat am i dumb or wat stupid izzit have to be idiotic izzit oh god i was so mad at myself ......not to mention how i need to go get them on thurs again it was so tiringso stupid i really hated the dam,n WIRE thingy oh i almost died there........well i refuse to give up i went to toapayoh to get my wires,seriously i will not go back to bugis and die there again!but den that woman have to tell me they dun have stock for 0.5mm wires........so after a big big round i have to GO BACK TO BUGIS,TO KELANTAN RD,TO GET MY GOD DAMN WIRE............................................fuck.

2006-09-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

few days ago something very funny happen....i went to lunch with my classmates at the foodcourt.I dun really know those girls religion at all.I thought the two girls from India could not be muslim so i went and bought handmake noodle plus extra set of dumplings ofcourse all the ingredients were pork.When i reach the table the 1st girl there ask me wat are the dumplings made of i said pork!there is when i learn the 2nd girl is a muslim!i felt sooo rude i should have eat other things instead of pork!!!!well whats done is done....so the other girl told me to lie and say all the food i eat were all made of beef.Ok all went well who cares wat is wat....until....the 3rd girl....the one who looks like a malay said she wanna try the dumplings.... i didnt realize it at all wat was worst is when she put the dumpling into her mouth den she ask wat is this made of?i was so shocked i thought she was a muslim!!!and she just put pork into her mouth!!!!!no choice i have to keep on with my lie so i said..huh huh erm ya its beef......den that girl puke.........she is a indian!!!!!!cannot take beef she almost cried there no choice i have to reveal that those dumb dumpling were made of pork and have to confess we lie just to not let the 2nd girl feel uncomftable........truth out and guess wat? that muslim girl just laugh it off and said she don't mind just as long the pork don't go into her stomach den its ok...............and then she said foolish people..........and laugh..............like reallly!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-27T09:40:00.000-07:00

There was once when Denise keller said she vomited after eaten meat,because she haven eat them for a long time.I thought she was talking crap.....until today........i don like eating meat also unless it is mince,fried or boneless and that only apply to fish and chicken,mince for pork.i haven taken meat for quite sometime because never had chance to pass by old chang kee so i can buy chicken nuggets there.So today my mum brought me to resturant order duck,lobster i actually dun wan to eat de but because expensive have to eat or else very waste the food.after the first round of duck meat,i almost died my tummy turn upside down very uncomftable,den cannot eat anymore becus tummy very xing ku.....when lobster come i ask my mum go eat with her friend i cannot take it le......now i feel like vomiting but i will try to stop it,i hate vomiting its like taking half ur life out....painful exprerience for me.
Pretty Pretty angel can you come find me?
Let me see you and feel really happy?
I feel so bored with nothing standing side by side with me
Not even mummy i feel she's away from me...
Can you tell her to stop being childish?
that she still have a child even though she is eighteen
And don't leave me in this boring world where there is only me....
i have no company except my mummy....
Pretty Pretty angel come find me...
let me see you again and be really happy
or let me find you,even if your half a globe away from me
i'll make it there....if i have money.

2006-08-26T05:09:00.000-07:00

haiya....so boring i wake up today try o do some homework,but i really NOT INTERESTED so here i am now online trying to do research but end up typing here...lol.Hai....i dont dare to go out at all because i want to finished my pathetic homework but i just duno how to do it at all.....so many entries all talk about homework i siao liao le....nevermind at the end of the day it will be done..eventually.HA finally fang fang is going clubbing with me next wed i ask her go so many times but she always play me out,i ask until i dun wan to ask liao...wonder if michelle is able to make it tat day?.Few days ago i ponder over my sec 3 wishlist that means i ws 15 years old den, i wish for alot of things including handphone with digital cam,contact lens which i have got it already and also some wish which i think will take a long time to come true....for example A GOOD COMPUTER WITH FAST SPEED AND EVERYTHING ,BEST IF CAN COME WITH A PERSON DAT CAN FIXED IT IF ITS SPOILT.....lol.And you know wat i actually wish for a new hair style den liao, i see like alot of people go cut their hai so style but no matter where i go and cut my hair from 10 bucks to 45 bucks the style come out all the same.......PLEASE RECOMMEND SOME SALON TAT HAVE GOOD HAIR STYLIST TO ME THANKS.What really funny was my last wish-----I WISH I HAVE WON TOTO SO ALL MY WISH WILL COME TRUE.......HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA stupid sia i can't belive i actually wrote that sometimes people when u feel bored go take a look at wat u have wrote in the past etc. compo or dairy i promise u ,u'll laugh till u choke sia lol.

2006-08-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

hai.....homework homework homework!!!! when can i finish them? i duno maybe another 10 years lol.Went clubbing on wenesday night at momo,seriously i think that day was the most enjoyable clubbing experience for me.That night music was great,you get free drinks,i dance happily,not to mention how much kilo i shed while doing all this.Ladies if you want to lose weight,dun go and run,dun go and swim.....GO AND DANCE!!!!!!.HAHAHAHAHA.When i 1st visit momo i really think tat place sux....because of the music the DJ tat night huh must be sleeping hope they fired him already.Lucky yesterday this never happen and i enjoy myself really well,think 7 glass of vodka,1 glass of beer if u don think tat is enjoying that dun go clubbing lol.If not my friend got drunk i think im going to party there till they close man but too bad,nevermind i have school the next day.Seriously i think my body is now use to it i sleep and 4 45am wake up at 10am just to do my crappy homework.....i now officialy call myself the SUPERWOMAN.......hai...really this Lasalle mix Olevels is killing me man......nevermind i can go through this.....by you know fail two thing together.......im quite piss off on wed morning actually, i had my bloodyOlevel oral tat day,tat bloody examiner dun let me talk keep on ask question whenever i full stop,he quickly cut in ask more question trying to rush things off faster,like really!even if im the last candinate u aslo must listen to all my crap first ma not wan to go home ma,stupid old man.......nevermind this is the last time im taking oral so who cares?and i'll add fuck them both.Lol i think i must quickly go edit my blog now put warnings like obscene language, enter at own risk,or above 18 den can view lol,because i think i can get sue if i didnt state properly lol.

Oh god 2007 Sinyi find this entry such a good topic but so bloody poorly written!!!!

2006-08-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

HA finally i found out how to post message into my blog liao~bloody michelle help me set up blog but duno how to post thing up here....DEN U HELP ME SET UP FOR WAT? lol juz kidding.Anyway if anyone is wondering why michelle was cursing up and down while setting up my blog is because......my com is a DAMNHOPELESS PIECE OF TRASH! and oh i just found out tat my windows xp is PIRATED! fuck tat person who help me set up my com in the 1st place i give u money you gimme crap if ur not my mom friend the son hor i surely go kill u by now.......fucker.Well so now i cannot download any programme into my com....windows will close it because they encounter watever problems there is......WING!!!!!!WHEN WILL U HELP ME FIXED MY DAMN COM????.....well just hope there will be no more additional problems den now.Today sunday mummy still need to work i stay at home slack.......so damn boring with piles of homework behind me and i still don't do it, really i think i can die at this rate of progress with my homework......well im retaking Olevels and studying at lasalle now, i siao right nothing better to do,i go and mixed up the worlds most important studies together.....great just great and u will get not doing anything at all....fuck.

2006-08-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

first entry here.....well intro to the person who did this for me, thanks michelle ng for helping me set this up and restarting my com for duno how many times and cursing like hell in my room not to mention electric bills running.........lol